When Dexter moved in my life became much better. At last I said Goodbye to killing me loneliness and all this mysterious craziness with Joshua seemed not so scary like before. We woke up together, we fell asleep together and when we were at home we talked about everything and nothing or just watched some movie. And as always we gathered with other "Synth wavers" in the weekends. We already were popular and well known club.
But like that sibyl in Romance Festival said the life with Dexter wasn't easy. He's really great person, but he was too charming and always was in the center of attention. Well, it wasn't bad and it was nothing new to me. It helped me to learn some things about myself. It turns out I'm very jealous person. Especially when I see how Marcella or some another girl tries to catch Dexter on her hook.
Sure, I trusted Dexter, but I was so scared to lose him. i didn't want to give him to anyone. I wanted to belong only to Dexter and that he belonged to me. So it's no wonder that one evening of such meetings I was left alone, and Dexter was surrounded by attention and Marcella was flirting with him openly.
Yes, I felt like the last fool, but I couldn't help. I just comforted myself with a thought that Dexter will return home with me, but not with Marcella. Now we're couple. I didn't upbraid Dexter. I kept my sadness only for myself. Next day we planned to go to GeekCon Festival. I was hoping that this event will really lift my mood and everything will be as before again.
We came to festival at noon. Joshua was with us. To leave him alone at home wouldn't be right. He sat at the computer next to me and started to surf in the Net. I just played some game called The Sims.
We came to festival at noon. Joshua was with us. To leave him alone at home wouldn't be right. He sat at the computer next to me and started to surf in the Net. I just played some game called The Sims.
I looked at Joshua for short. It seemed like Joshua was looking for some sort of information. He murmured something under his nose and from this I could understand that he was worried. "Maybe he suspects that something's wrong with him?" I thought watching Joshua. But then I heard Dexter's voice.
"Lucien!" He called me over.
I stood up and came to him.
"What has happened?" He asked me.
"Nothing..." I shrugged.
"Then why don't you talk to me since yesterday night?"
"Why? I talk to you!"
"No..." Dexter chuckled shaking his head. "You're talking to me now, because I called you over!"
"Well... Sometimes I am jealous, but it's my problem, not yours..." I confessed feeling a bit embarrassed.
"Oh... And what made you to be jealous?"
"Marcella.... She always tries to get your attention..."
"Marcella? Come on! I don't care her!"
"Yes, I know it's silly, but I can't help..."
"Lucien... You are the only person I love and want to be! I don't need Marcella or someone else. I need only you, OK? I hope you trust me..."
I smiled widely feeling how my face is getting red even more.
"Yes, of course! You are my soul twin!"
"Lucien!" He called me over.
I stood up and came to him.
"What has happened?" He asked me.
"Nothing..." I shrugged.
"Then why don't you talk to me since yesterday night?"
"Why? I talk to you!"
"No..." Dexter chuckled shaking his head. "You're talking to me now, because I called you over!"
"Well... Sometimes I am jealous, but it's my problem, not yours..." I confessed feeling a bit embarrassed.
"Oh... And what made you to be jealous?"
"Marcella.... She always tries to get your attention..."
"Marcella? Come on! I don't care her!"
"Yes, I know it's silly, but I can't help..."
"Lucien... You are the only person I love and want to be! I don't need Marcella or someone else. I need only you, OK? I hope you trust me..."
I smiled widely feeling how my face is getting red even more.
"Yes, of course! You are my soul twin!"
"My silly..." Dexter laughed softly and embraced me.
"Yes, I am silly... Absolutely..." I kissed his cheek clinging against him.
It was the best medicine for my sadness. Being in Dexter's arms I felt loved, needed and I knew that he will never betray me.
"Yes, I am silly... Absolutely..." I kissed his cheek clinging against him.
It was the best medicine for my sadness. Being in Dexter's arms I felt loved, needed and I knew that he will never betray me.
I loved The GeekCon Festival. Maybe because it reminded my home. Sixam. I knew I will never return to my planet, I even wasn't sure if I would want to come back if I would get such chance... Too much bad memories, too much scars on my heart.... Here, in planet Earth, I could live happy life. Yeah, I had to use my disguise and fake name, but I preferred this lie just because I wanted to be happy. I thought about my parents and my friends... Are they still alive? I hoped so... And if they are alive do they remember me? These thoughts made me feel upset again, so I decided to change them.
I looked around and I noticed only now that I walk alone. All disappeared somewhere. Even Dexter. But soon I saw him working on the rocket.
"That's where you are!" I exclaimed. "What are you doing?"
I looked around and I noticed only now that I walk alone. All disappeared somewhere. Even Dexter. But soon I saw him working on the rocket.
"That's where you are!" I exclaimed. "What are you doing?"
"I'm building the rocket, baby!"
"Oh..."
"It's my dream, Lucien... I always wanted to be like my father... I know he would be happy seeing me now!" Dexter talked screwing the bolt.
"I'm sure he sees!" I smiled watching with what enthusiasm my soul twin works. "But... Why did you choose the politics? You really should be astronaut like your father!"
Dexter gave a sigh.
"Sometimes a person is forced to do what he wouldn't do in other circumstances..."
"Oh..."
"It's my dream, Lucien... I always wanted to be like my father... I know he would be happy seeing me now!" Dexter talked screwing the bolt.
"I'm sure he sees!" I smiled watching with what enthusiasm my soul twin works. "But... Why did you choose the politics? You really should be astronaut like your father!"
Dexter gave a sigh.
"Sometimes a person is forced to do what he wouldn't do in other circumstances..."
"Yes..." I nodded.
I had to agree with Dexter although I didn't know the reason why he works in the government. I had a feeling that's somehow's related to his father, but I never asked Dexter about it. Now it wasn't the best time to talk about it, too.
"Do you need a help, baby?" I asked.
"Yes!" Dexter turned and smiled at me.
I smiled at him back, took the hammer and joined Dexter in the building of the rocket.
"May I also join you, guys?" Suddenly we heard Joshua's voice.
I just noticed him standing behind the rocket's wing.
I had to agree with Dexter although I didn't know the reason why he works in the government. I had a feeling that's somehow's related to his father, but I never asked Dexter about it. Now it wasn't the best time to talk about it, too.
"Do you need a help, baby?" I asked.
"Yes!" Dexter turned and smiled at me.
I smiled at him back, took the hammer and joined Dexter in the building of the rocket.
"May I also join you, guys?" Suddenly we heard Joshua's voice.
I just noticed him standing behind the rocket's wing.
"Sure, Joshua!" Dexter answered.
"Thank you!" Joshua's voice was full of happiness.
Soon we heard how he takes the tools and joins us in the work.
"Thank you!" Joshua's voice was full of happiness.
Soon we heard how he takes the tools and joins us in the work.
"If I could build such a rocket myself, they would never find me again..." Suddenly Joshua said.
"What do you mean, Joshua?" I asked.
Joshua didn't answer. He started to whistle some funny tune.
"What do you mean, Joshua?" I asked.
Joshua didn't answer. He started to whistle some funny tune.
It was almost the evening when we jumped in Dante's car and arrived to the Bluff Island. We were all full of the impressions from the GeekCon Festival and still didn't want to go home, so to enjoy the nature was a good decision.
I couldn't forget Joshua's words, so I decided to ask him one more time what he meant.
"Josh... You said if you could build a rocket himself they would never find you... What did you mean?"
"When I said it?" Joshua looked at me as if I'd be wacky.
"In Festival! We built the rocket, Josh! All together! Can't you remember it?" I laughed trying to look careless as much as it's possible. I didn't want to annoy Joshua or make him worried.
Joshua looked at me for a while, then he said me:
"I'm not able to build the rocket, man. I am not astronaut..."
"But you just did that half hour ago!"
I couldn't forget Joshua's words, so I decided to ask him one more time what he meant.
"Josh... You said if you could build a rocket himself they would never find you... What did you mean?"
"When I said it?" Joshua looked at me as if I'd be wacky.
"In Festival! We built the rocket, Josh! All together! Can't you remember it?" I laughed trying to look careless as much as it's possible. I didn't want to annoy Joshua or make him worried.
Joshua looked at me for a while, then he said me:
"I'm not able to build the rocket, man. I am not astronaut..."
"But you just did that half hour ago!"
"Bullshit..." He mumbled rising to his feet and went away.
I sighed and sat on the stone next to Dexter.
"He even can't remember what he did the half hour ago..." I said not hiding how I am upset and disappointed.
"Leave it, Lucien... It's worthless to question him when his mind is totally confused... We must to find another way how to find the truth." Dexter said me.
"But how? We already tried, Dex..."
"Yes, but no easy ways, baby..." Dexter turned to me and took my hand. "All will be fine, trust me. We will not give up!" He winked at me and squeezed my hand.
I smiled and leaned to his Dexter's cheek.
"Did I tell you that you are the best?"
"No... And just the best?" Dexter teased me pulling me closer to himself.
"Ladies! Why are your faces are so sad as if the end of world is coming?" I heard Dante's voice.
I and Dexter pulled away from each other and I looked at Dante, Marcella and Lexi. They stood at the bar with the drinks in their hands. Both girls really looked as if they will burst in tears immediately. Dante tried to get their attention, but for some reason they both stared at me and Dexter.
I sighed and sat on the stone next to Dexter.
"He even can't remember what he did the half hour ago..." I said not hiding how I am upset and disappointed.
"Leave it, Lucien... It's worthless to question him when his mind is totally confused... We must to find another way how to find the truth." Dexter said me.
"But how? We already tried, Dex..."
"Yes, but no easy ways, baby..." Dexter turned to me and took my hand. "All will be fine, trust me. We will not give up!" He winked at me and squeezed my hand.
I smiled and leaned to his Dexter's cheek.
"Did I tell you that you are the best?"
"No... And just the best?" Dexter teased me pulling me closer to himself.
"Ladies! Why are your faces are so sad as if the end of world is coming?" I heard Dante's voice.
I and Dexter pulled away from each other and I looked at Dante, Marcella and Lexi. They stood at the bar with the drinks in their hands. Both girls really looked as if they will burst in tears immediately. Dante tried to get their attention, but for some reason they both stared at me and Dexter.
"No chance, ladies! This hot man is mine!" Dexter grinned wrapping his arm around my neck and kissed me.
"No... I think they prefer you!" I smiled.
"Come on! Everyone knows that Lexie has crush for you!" Dexter laughed and kissed me one more time.
I smiled remembering how she tried to get me when she stayed at my place for the night. But in fact, I didn't care it. All I cared was my soul twin Dexter.
"Nature calls me, baby... I'll be right back soon...." Dexter winked at me and went towards the nearest bush.
I stayed alone for a while. Soon I noticed Joshua. He stood alone in the field. It seemed as if he talked to himself or just to someone from his messed memory.
"No... I think they prefer you!" I smiled.
"Come on! Everyone knows that Lexie has crush for you!" Dexter laughed and kissed me one more time.
I smiled remembering how she tried to get me when she stayed at my place for the night. But in fact, I didn't care it. All I cared was my soul twin Dexter.
"Nature calls me, baby... I'll be right back soon...." Dexter winked at me and went towards the nearest bush.
I stayed alone for a while. Soon I noticed Joshua. He stood alone in the field. It seemed as if he talked to himself or just to someone from his messed memory.
It made me upset. I remembered Joshua totally different. He was very cheerful person and now I couldn't recognize him. If only I could knew how to help him....
Suddenly I heard how someone jumped into the pool. It was Joshua. He laughed happily and splashed in the water like a little kid. I smiled sadly watching him.
At least he felt happy sometimes.
"Maybe it's good not to understand anything..." I thought looking at Joshua. "When you understand everything too much, then the world looks too sad... "
"Maybe it's good not to understand anything..." I thought looking at Joshua. "When you understand everything too much, then the world looks too sad... "