After taking the shower I and Joshua spent the next part of the day in the bedroom. As always we became the kids again.
"I caught you! Now you'll not get rid of me!" Joshua wrapped his arms around me from behind trying to lie me down on the bed.
"I caught you! Now you'll not get rid of me!" Joshua wrapped his arms around me from behind trying to lie me down on the bed.
"And who said I want to get rid of you?" I laughed. "You stuck with me, baby!"
I turned and pulled Joshua in the kiss.
I turned and pulled Joshua in the kiss.
"Jesus, Lucien..." Joshua pulled away a bit caressing my nape. "You're so hot..." He stared at my eyes not hiding his lust.
"So... You are..." I swallowed hard. "But maybe we don't have to rush, baby... Let all happens naturally... In that sense, let everything go on its own..."
It was scary to me... Not because I was afraid of the intimacy, but because I can give myself away what I really am. And I knew that I can't avoid it. It will happen later or earlier, but just not now...
"OK... I respect your will, baby... And I agree, it's the best... Let all happens naturally.." Joshua nodded staring at my eyes and still caressing my nape.
"Thanks..." I smiled and leaned to kiss his lips.
It was scary to me... Not because I was afraid of the intimacy, but because I can give myself away what I really am. And I knew that I can't avoid it. It will happen later or earlier, but just not now...
"OK... I respect your will, baby... And I agree, it's the best... Let all happens naturally.." Joshua nodded staring at my eyes and still caressing my nape.
"Thanks..." I smiled and leaned to kiss his lips.
Suddenly Joshua pulled away and started to tickle me.
"You are crazy!" I grabbed the pillow and hit him.
"Just like you!" Joshua pulled me to himself and we rolled on the bed laughing. I quickly grabbed by his waste and pulled him to myself. Joshua wrapped his legs around me making me to kneel with him on the bed.
"Aha! I caught you again!" Joshua shouted making funny face and looking at me.
"Liar! I am the one who caught you, silly!" I chuckled.
"No way! You are my prisoner!"
"Prisoner?! Who talks here?!" I laughed closing my eyes.
"I, Joshua..."
"Mhm... Then kiss me and I'll let you go..."
"No... You have to kiss me, baby."
"Ha ha! You misunderstood... You are the one who is in my captivity!"
"You are crazy!" I grabbed the pillow and hit him.
"Just like you!" Joshua pulled me to himself and we rolled on the bed laughing. I quickly grabbed by his waste and pulled him to myself. Joshua wrapped his legs around me making me to kneel with him on the bed.
"Aha! I caught you again!" Joshua shouted making funny face and looking at me.
"Liar! I am the one who caught you, silly!" I chuckled.
"No way! You are my prisoner!"
"Prisoner?! Who talks here?!" I laughed closing my eyes.
"I, Joshua..."
"Mhm... Then kiss me and I'll let you go..."
"No... You have to kiss me, baby."
"Ha ha! You misunderstood... You are the one who is in my captivity!"
Joshua started to squirm, but I still held him very tight. He kicked the air making me laugh.
Then we both fell down on the bed giggling and laughing. I pulled Joshua into my arms and we kissed.
"So.." I smiled touching his cheek.
"Yes, baby?" Joshua smiled at me back.
I wanted to ask many things my boyfriend, but I didn't dare. Why? Because I couldn't tell him about myself, so I just shook my head and said:
"Nothing.."
"But you wanted to ask me something"...
"I already forgot.It wasn't important I guess, baby"... I winked at him and kissed his lips. "
"OK... But if you'll remember you can always ask me..."
"Sure, baby, I will," I nodded.
"So.." I smiled touching his cheek.
"Yes, baby?" Joshua smiled at me back.
I wanted to ask many things my boyfriend, but I didn't dare. Why? Because I couldn't tell him about myself, so I just shook my head and said:
"Nothing.."
"But you wanted to ask me something"...
"I already forgot.It wasn't important I guess, baby"... I winked at him and kissed his lips. "
"OK... But if you'll remember you can always ask me..."
"Sure, baby, I will," I nodded.
Soon I heard a quiet Joshua's breath. He fell asleep. But I couldn't. I knew that I have to tell the truth, but how? That's a question...