"Lucien..." Joshua called me.
I turned back. We stood staring at each other and I already knew that he is the one I want to be together. If even I didn't know how his life changed and what he has decided. However, Joshua didn't let me to think as he took me in his arms. I didn't mind. I almost melt in Joshua's embrace. His lips were so soft and I just wanted that our kissing would never end.
I turned back. We stood staring at each other and I already knew that he is the one I want to be together. If even I didn't know how his life changed and what he has decided. However, Joshua didn't let me to think as he took me in his arms. I didn't mind. I almost melt in Joshua's embrace. His lips were so soft and I just wanted that our kissing would never end.
We almost not wanting pulled away from each other. I and Joshua smiled and I took him by his hands.
"I'm glad you came, Joshua..." I was sincere. "But... Why?..." I looked at his eyes.
"I was not so far from your home... I miss you, baby..." He said looking at my eyes. "Just wanted to see you."
"I also missed you..." I said. "You made me really happy, Josh!"
"I'm glad you came, Joshua..." I was sincere. "But... Why?..." I looked at his eyes.
"I was not so far from your home... I miss you, baby..." He said looking at my eyes. "Just wanted to see you."
"I also missed you..." I said. "You made me really happy, Josh!"
"And... did you forgive me, baby?" Joshua came closer.
"And did you decide what you want?" I asked silently feeling how my body shivers slightly in the excitement.
"And did you decide what you want?" I asked silently feeling how my body shivers slightly in the excitement.
Joshua smiled still keeping his eyes closed.
"Your scent..." He hushed. "I just want to merge in you..." He wrapped his arms around me and gently touched my neck with his lips.
"Josh..." I chuckled clinging against him. "You didn't answer..."
"Nothing has changed, Lucien..." He said still kissing my neck. "I love you... That's all. I want to be with you..."
"And Avani?" I asked.
"Your scent..." He hushed. "I just want to merge in you..." He wrapped his arms around me and gently touched my neck with his lips.
"Josh..." I chuckled clinging against him. "You didn't answer..."
"Nothing has changed, Lucien..." He said still kissing my neck. "I love you... That's all. I want to be with you..."
"And Avani?" I asked.
"Avani is mother of my children..." Joshua pulled away a bit. "I promised to help her to care about our kids. I know she'll try to do everything to get me back, but I'll never let her to use me again. We can be friends and parents for our kids, but no more..."
I looked at Joshua's eyes and listened to him.
"So... I want to ask you one more time... Forgive me, please... I made a mistake lying to you and I don't want to repeat it again. If you think I need your money... You are wrong then... As I don't need it. I need you, Lucien..."
I smiled and kissed him deeply and passionately. This kiss was the best answer and Joshua understood what it meant.
I looked at Joshua's eyes and listened to him.
"So... I want to ask you one more time... Forgive me, please... I made a mistake lying to you and I don't want to repeat it again. If you think I need your money... You are wrong then... As I don't need it. I need you, Lucien..."
I smiled and kissed him deeply and passionately. This kiss was the best answer and Joshua understood what it meant.
It was so good just to hold him in my arms and kiss him like few months ago. It seemed like I and Joshua have never been separated.
"Let's go on the roof!" Suddenly Joshua offered me. His eyes sparkled in the twilight and that well known childish playful smile appeared on his beautiful face. Joshua even didn't let me to answer. He grabbed me by hand and pulled me the upstairs.
"Let's go on the roof!" Suddenly Joshua offered me. His eyes sparkled in the twilight and that well known childish playful smile appeared on his beautiful face. Joshua even didn't let me to answer. He grabbed me by hand and pulled me the upstairs.
"Josh!" I laughed.
"What?! I don't hear you, baby!" He turned and winked at me playfully.
I giggled and slapped him. It seemed like we returned into the old good times...
"What?! I don't hear you, baby!" He turned and winked at me playfully.
I giggled and slapped him. It seemed like we returned into the old good times...
The night was wonderful. I stood looking at the star-light sky and couldn't believe in all what was going that night. I was on the cloud nine if not higher.
"Lucien?" Joshua called me.
"Yes?.." I turned to him.
"Do you agree to start everything anew, baby?" He asked in serious voice. "I know I'm not a gift and I have nothing to suggest you... No money, no work... But I honestly love you. If even I don't like to commit to anyone. I know love isn't enough... But I can try.. to find a work and just to be better than I am. Will you give me one more chance?"
"Yes?.." I turned to him.
"Do you agree to start everything anew, baby?" He asked in serious voice. "I know I'm not a gift and I have nothing to suggest you... No money, no work... But I honestly love you. If even I don't like to commit to anyone. I know love isn't enough... But I can try.. to find a work and just to be better than I am. Will you give me one more chance?"
I looked at him silently and just enjoyed him.
"Do you know... how handsome you are..." I said smiling. "You should know..."
Joshua gulped silently. His eyes looked at me questioning.
"Do you know... how handsome you are..." I said smiling. "You should know..."
Joshua gulped silently. His eyes looked at me questioning.
"I have only one answer..." I said. "I love you... Still the same like before. So will you agree to be my boyfriend again?" I smiled and made a playful flirty face.
"Million times Yes..." Joshua said.
"Million times Yes..." Joshua said.
"Just... May we do that step by step... slow like the turtles?" I smiled and kissed his cheek.
"Sure, if only it will make you happy, baby..." Joshua closed his eyes enjoying my kiss.
"Sure, if only it will make you happy, baby..." Joshua closed his eyes enjoying my kiss.
"It's not for me, it's for us both..." I said.
"I know... And I don't want to rush..." Joshua smiled.
"Me too... Just let's enjoy our togetherness..." I smiled embracing him.
"Thanks for letting me to be in your life again..."
I didn't say anything, just kissed Joshua's hair. I wanted that this night would never end. I even forgot how I was tired not long time ago. It was like a dream, only this dream I saw together with Joshua.
"I know... And I don't want to rush..." Joshua smiled.
"Me too... Just let's enjoy our togetherness..." I smiled embracing him.
"Thanks for letting me to be in your life again..."
I didn't say anything, just kissed Joshua's hair. I wanted that this night would never end. I even forgot how I was tired not long time ago. It was like a dream, only this dream I saw together with Joshua.
"I even didn't notice when morning came. The night with Joshua passed so quickly... Even too quickly. When Joshua left I still sat and thought. The morning seemed me totally different than these mornings before meeting Joshua. I felt confused again, but it was a sense as if I have met someone special and had crush. It felt really good, but it also made me upset. Why? Because I had to tell Joshua about Dexter and had to say him who I am.
I knew it will not be easy, but somehow I'll have to do that. Luckily, I had to go to my clinic if even I didn't sleep last night at all. So I took shower, dressed up and went to the railway station.
But even at work I couldn't stop to think about the last night.
But even at work I couldn't stop to think about the last night.
I was so in love...