Day 17, Tuesday
I know I woke up too early, but I can't sleep longer. I'm very excited. Me and two best friends - Carlo and Mathew. I have to choose only one of them. What to do? How do you know that your decision is really right? Yes, I remember what Carlo said me - listen to your heart... I always try to do that - follow my heart, but this time it's not easy as I like Mat and Carlo. They both are awesome, handsome and they became the best friends. If I'll choose one of them I'll hurt someone. I don't like even think of it. But I understand it's unavoidable.
I know I woke up too early, but I can't sleep longer. I'm very excited. Me and two best friends - Carlo and Mathew. I have to choose only one of them. What to do? How do you know that your decision is really right? Yes, I remember what Carlo said me - listen to your heart... I always try to do that - follow my heart, but this time it's not easy as I like Mat and Carlo. They both are awesome, handsome and they became the best friends. If I'll choose one of them I'll hurt someone. I don't like even think of it. But I understand it's unavoidable.
I also feel that Vlad was right saying that I made decision, but I am so scared and worried that I can't think properly now. What if I'll not hear this inner voice at the most responsible moment?
Better I'll return to my bed and will try to sleep as it's still very early. Maybe when I'll wake up I can think again or... perhaps would be the best to stop your mind and think of anything?
Better I'll return to my bed and will try to sleep as it's still very early. Maybe when I'll wake up I can think again or... perhaps would be the best to stop your mind and think of anything?
It's just 6:00 a:m, but I can't sleep longer, so I jump out of my bed, rush to bathroom, dress up and I'm already ready to meet Carlo. Yes, he is coming today and we'll spend the whole day together. I feel full of energy although I slept not so good last night and go outside to meet the morning.
Weather is great and I already know that our day we'll spend together will be perfect. Could it be different? I don't think so...
I walk outside looking around and notice a wishing well. Suddenly I have an idea to make a wish. My wish is simple and very sincere. I don't need money and anything similar to this, I just need a success and happiness a bit, so I that's all what I decided to ask this wishing well. And you know... You can think I lie or I have too much of imagination, but I saw what I saw - a wishing well lit up in bright green light! Does it mean my wish was heard? I hope so!
I walk outside looking around and notice a wishing well. Suddenly I have an idea to make a wish. My wish is simple and very sincere. I don't need money and anything similar to this, I just need a success and happiness a bit, so I that's all what I decided to ask this wishing well. And you know... You can think I lie or I have too much of imagination, but I saw what I saw - a wishing well lit up in bright green light! Does it mean my wish was heard? I hope so!
I'm counting the last hours... Soon Carlo will be here.
Just saw each other we rushed to each other's arms.
- Rosen... My sunshine... - Carlo's voice so warm and soft. - I missed you so much, it was so weird to spend the night without you in the house...
- I missed you, too, - I said and it was a truth.
It was so good to be clung against him and hold him in my arms.
- Rosen... My sunshine... - Carlo's voice so warm and soft. - I missed you so much, it was so weird to spend the night without you in the house...
- I missed you, too, - I said and it was a truth.
It was so good to be clung against him and hold him in my arms.
I knew it can't last forever, we had to plan our day. But honestly it was so hard to take off my hands from Carlo...
- What would you like to do today, Carlo? - I asked him.
- Anything, sweetheart, it's most important I am with you here, - he smiled.
- No... This answer isn't suitable for me, - I chuckled.
- Ok... But what would you like to do yourself?
- You are my guest today, so this day is very special as we'll do what you would like to do, Carlo.
- Oh... - Carlo smiled. - I didn't know that... Well... Let me think, please.
- Sure, - I nodded.
- As we both are artistic people what if we would visit some art museum?
- What would you like to do today, Carlo? - I asked him.
- Anything, sweetheart, it's most important I am with you here, - he smiled.
- No... This answer isn't suitable for me, - I chuckled.
- Ok... But what would you like to do yourself?
- You are my guest today, so this day is very special as we'll do what you would like to do, Carlo.
- Oh... - Carlo smiled. - I didn't know that... Well... Let me think, please.
- Sure, - I nodded.
- As we both are artistic people what if we would visit some art museum?
- I think it's great idea, - I nodded. - Let's check what we have here...
I took my mobile and googled in Internet searching for art museums we could visit.
- Yes... Here are lots of interesting museums, they just start to work after few hours. It's still very early, Carlo, - I smiled. - We could drink some coffee and have breakfast together. What do you think?
- I'll agree with anything you'll suggest me, sunshine, - Carlo chuckled.
I took my mobile and googled in Internet searching for art museums we could visit.
- Yes... Here are lots of interesting museums, they just start to work after few hours. It's still very early, Carlo, - I smiled. - We could drink some coffee and have breakfast together. What do you think?
- I'll agree with anything you'll suggest me, sunshine, - Carlo chuckled.
So we went inside and there we forgot the breakfast and coffee. We sat at the bar and stared at each other not taking off our eyes from each other.
We both were like mesmerized... That magic...
- Here is a steam... - I said. - We could relax there before going to museum.
- Sure, my sunshine...
We went to steam and there we forgot not only our breakfast... We forgot the whole world.
We couldn't stop us longer.
- Here is a steam... - I said. - We could relax there before going to museum.
- Sure, my sunshine...
We went to steam and there we forgot not only our breakfast... We forgot the whole world.
We couldn't stop us longer.
When we arrived to museum in Oasis Springs I felt like dizzy. I still fell Carlo's hands touching me and his kisses. I even couldn't think about anything more. I wanted to repeat it... Again again and again.
I have to say we had very interesting time in museum. When people noticed me and Carlo they couldn't stop talking to us.
- We all heard about your Bachelorette Challenge. How it's going?
- Did you already make a decision, Rosen?
- You look perfect together! You should choose this man, Rosen!
- We all heard about your Bachelorette Challenge. How it's going?
- Did you already make a decision, Rosen?
- You look perfect together! You should choose this man, Rosen!
The most awkward encounter was with that girl fan who asked Mathew to sign on her skin. She looked at me with disdain and irony because Mat rejected her for me. But why I should care what she thinks? I simply ignored her, so she didn't have what to do, but to go. However, she still stood here and stared at me.
But then Carlo saved me pulling me in his embrace. I hope she felt better seeing me in his arms, but not in Mathews.
- Now I'm really hungry, - he said. - But I don't know whether this is because I had a very early breakfast or because I still want you.
His words made me blush and shiver as I remembered us in hotel's steam again.
- Then let's go to have dinner in some restaurant? - I looked at his eyes. - But you choose the restaurant, - I smiled.
- Ok... If my sunshine doesn't mind I choose Italian bistro. I can't fight against my genes, - Carlo chuckled.
- Are you Italian? - I was surprised.
- My father is half Italian half Greek and my mother was German, so I have bit of everything, - Carlo chuckled.
- Oh, then you have to tell me about your family, - I smiled.
- I will... If you'll just ask me.
His words made me blush and shiver as I remembered us in hotel's steam again.
- Then let's go to have dinner in some restaurant? - I looked at his eyes. - But you choose the restaurant, - I smiled.
- Ok... If my sunshine doesn't mind I choose Italian bistro. I can't fight against my genes, - Carlo chuckled.
- Are you Italian? - I was surprised.
- My father is half Italian half Greek and my mother was German, so I have bit of everything, - Carlo chuckled.
- Oh, then you have to tell me about your family, - I smiled.
- I will... If you'll just ask me.
Host was very nice and friendly with us.
- I always keep a special table for lovers, - he smiled at me and Carlo. - It's so good to see how you two are happy.
- Really? - I blushed again. Carlo chuckled.
- Yes, dear lady... - a host nodded smiling. - When we are in love we live with all our heart and soul, we are alive and we want to live, we are brave and strong. Love is a miracle, I wish I was fallen in love forever.
I and Carlo laughed happily.
- Fallow me, please, - A host bowed politely to us.
- I always keep a special table for lovers, - he smiled at me and Carlo. - It's so good to see how you two are happy.
- Really? - I blushed again. Carlo chuckled.
- Yes, dear lady... - a host nodded smiling. - When we are in love we live with all our heart and soul, we are alive and we want to live, we are brave and strong. Love is a miracle, I wish I was fallen in love forever.
I and Carlo laughed happily.
- Fallow me, please, - A host bowed politely to us.
Yes, he kept his promise - this place was really for lovers as it was unobtrusive for anyone. Now we had to order food and here I really needed Carlo's advice. I don't know very well Italian cuisine.
Waitress helped us to choose the meals.
- So you promised me to tell me about your family, - I said Carlo when waitress left us.
- Yes, I remember, - he smiled. - I was born in a small village and I am one of the youngest children in family.
- How many siblings do you have?
- We are 9 children for my parents.
- Wow!
Carlo laughed.
- Don't forget my father has Italian blood!
- And how were they able to raise so many kids?
- I don't know, but they did... - he smiled. - I'm glad I was born in a big family. I didn't have a time to feel lonely and bored when I was a kid.
- And siblings fights?
- Of course, such things happened, - Carlo chuckled. - But here always were our older siblings and parents.
- You are happy person, - I smiled. - I am the only child for my parents, but I would like to have a big family, too. It was boring to me when I was a kid, I always wanted to have older brother.
- Really? If you'll marry me then we'll have as many kids as we'll want, - Carlo smiled widely.
- Yes, I remember, - he smiled. - I was born in a small village and I am one of the youngest children in family.
- How many siblings do you have?
- We are 9 children for my parents.
- Wow!
Carlo laughed.
- Don't forget my father has Italian blood!
- And how were they able to raise so many kids?
- I don't know, but they did... - he smiled. - I'm glad I was born in a big family. I didn't have a time to feel lonely and bored when I was a kid.
- And siblings fights?
- Of course, such things happened, - Carlo chuckled. - But here always were our older siblings and parents.
- You are happy person, - I smiled. - I am the only child for my parents, but I would like to have a big family, too. It was boring to me when I was a kid, I always wanted to have older brother.
- Really? If you'll marry me then we'll have as many kids as we'll want, - Carlo smiled widely.
I was happy and felt so great sitting near Carlo. If even we didn't talk it was also great. We didn't need words... It was magic.
When I finished eat and rose to my feet wanting to go to bathroom I felt so in love with Carlo. I wanted to be with him now and forever. I was so in love with him that I even didn't feel the ground under my feet.
If even it seemed that time doesn't exist when I and Carlo were together, we still had to remember it. It was so hard to say Goodbye to Carlo...
- See you after tomorrow, - I said kissing his cheek, when I paid for our dinner.
- It sounds like an eternity... I'll miss you...
I sighed and smiled at him.
- See you after tomorrow, - I said kissing his cheek, when I paid for our dinner.
- It sounds like an eternity... I'll miss you...
I sighed and smiled at him.
I knew that I'll miss him, too. I already missed Carlo.
Day 17, Wednesday
I woke up at 3:00 a:m. I felt hungry and I couldn't stop thinking of Carlo. I'm so missing his hands, caresses and his kisses... I lost my head for him. I feel him if even he isn't here. Oh my Goth! I want to laugh and shout in happiness.
I woke up at 3:00 a:m. I felt hungry and I couldn't stop thinking of Carlo. I'm so missing his hands, caresses and his kisses... I lost my head for him. I feel him if even he isn't here. Oh my Goth! I want to laugh and shout in happiness.
But I remind myself that today Mathew will come and I'll have to spend the whole day with him. Suddenly I felt worried and confused. What if everything what I feel is just illusion? What if my feelings aren't real?
Mathew arrived in the early morning. He seemed well rested and was in good mood.
- Mat! - I wrapped my arms around him. - How it's good to see you!
- Me too! Finally I am with you!
- Mat! - I wrapped my arms around him. - How it's good to see you!
- Me too! Finally I am with you!
I rushed prepare a breakfast for us both. Fruit salad should be a great start of the day.
- What would you like to do? - I asked Mat sitting next to him on a bed later.
- We could go to some bar and have fun there. What do you think, sweetie?
- Great, - I nodded. - You are my guest, so it's your choice, - I smiled.
- Great, - I nodded. - You are my guest, so it's your choice, - I smiled.
As it was still early morning we spent half day in hotel. I felt very quickly that something has changed between me and Mat. He was so distant... and quiet.
Then I understood that he talked to Carlo... But what Carlo could say him? Guys don't like talk about the feelings, so I didn't think Carlo could tell him how much he loves me and bla bla bla... Here was something else. But.. if even Carlo said him we made love in steam... Does it mean Mat is jealous? I didn't want to believe in that. I still waited when he'll show me more attention and will do something more romantic, but... He did nothing. I was sure he waited for my initiative as always, but it had to be mutual. And how I felt about it? I don't know... It was weird...
When we went to bar nothing has changed. Mat treated me like his good friend...
When we went to bar nothing has changed. Mat treated me like his good friend...
It was funny but it wasn't what I expected... Does it mean I was wrong for Mathew? No, I don't think so. He is a great person, he just also made a decision... And this decision was good because I was seriously in love with Carlo and I suspected that... But let's wait for tomorrow, ok? If even I made a decision I still have to wait for tomorrow. It's important for us all.
Day 17, Thursday (final choice day)
So... This is a final day. This day will change my life. And not only my life. I invited Carlo and Mathew to french restaurant for breakfast. Mathew feels relaxed as he already knows what I'll say. No, we didn't talk about it yesterday, he just feels it. I and Carlo feel tense a bit. Carlo's worried because he doesn't know what I decided yet and I feel tense as I have to tell him something more than he expects to hear from me.
So... This is a final day. This day will change my life. And not only my life. I invited Carlo and Mathew to french restaurant for breakfast. Mathew feels relaxed as he already knows what I'll say. No, we didn't talk about it yesterday, he just feels it. I and Carlo feel tense a bit. Carlo's worried because he doesn't know what I decided yet and I feel tense as I have to tell him something more than he expects to hear from me.
I rejoiced when a waitress came to us to take our order. It helped to direct the thoughts to different direction even for short.
- So... Are you ready to listen to my official decision, guys? - I asked looking at Mat and Carlo. There was no matter to waist our time, it will be better for all if I'll tell what I decided.
- Of course, dear! - Mathew said chuckling.
- Of course, dear! - Mathew said chuckling.
- With your permission, gentlemen, - I bowed to both men smiling and rose to my feet.
- This is the last rose... Will you accept it, Carlo? - I looked at Carlo's dark eyes.
- With all my heart, - he said taking a rose from me.
- This is the last rose... Will you accept it, Carlo? - I looked at Carlo's dark eyes.
- With all my heart, - he said taking a rose from me.
- I want to spend my life with you as I think you are my soulmate, Carlo.
- And have ten children with me? - Carlo smiled.
- Yes... - I nodded. - I want all with you, Carlo.
- Then I am happiest person in the whole world, Rosen... - he smiled softly.
- And have ten children with me? - Carlo smiled.
- Yes... - I nodded. - I want all with you, Carlo.
- Then I am happiest person in the whole world, Rosen... - he smiled softly.
Mathew watched us with a smile on his face.
- My congratulations to you both! Sincerely... I am happy for you, guys! - Mathew placed his hand on his heart.
I and Carlo sat at the table again.
- Thanks, Mat... I really appreciate it, but... Why? - I smiled. - I mean you changed, Mathew...
Carlo looked at Mathew smiling.
- Thanks, Mat... I really appreciate it, but... Why? - I smiled. - I mean you changed, Mathew...
Carlo looked at Mathew smiling.
- My dearest Rosen... - Mathew smiled. - You and Carlo are my best friends, so I'll be honest with you two although I'll not say anything new for Carlo. I didn't change, Rosen, I just did what I had to do... Seeing you both so in love with each other I couldn't interfere between you two. Yes, I was in love with you, but you weren't, Rosen.
I fell my eyes. Mathew was right. I saw him different than Carlo.
- I wanted to fight to the end for you, but when Vlad left us I started to think. That night when you went to hotel I and Carlo had a deep conversation. Just don't think he forced me to change my mind! No, I can swear it was only my decision... You two have a strong connection and I confess I was surprised why didn't you end this challenge earlier, Rosen. After all, you had already decided! - Mathew chuckled.
- I was afraid to make a mistake... - I answered.
- No, it's not a mistake... - Mathew shook his head. - Just look at Carlo!
I fell my eyes. Mathew was right. I saw him different than Carlo.
- I wanted to fight to the end for you, but when Vlad left us I started to think. That night when you went to hotel I and Carlo had a deep conversation. Just don't think he forced me to change my mind! No, I can swear it was only my decision... You two have a strong connection and I confess I was surprised why didn't you end this challenge earlier, Rosen. After all, you had already decided! - Mathew chuckled.
- I was afraid to make a mistake... - I answered.
- No, it's not a mistake... - Mathew shook his head. - Just look at Carlo!
I even didn't know what to say... Mathew surprised me.
- You are noble person, Mat... - I said. - I appreciate it so much... Thank you.
- You are my friends, - Mathew smiled. - And... Lying to yourself it's the biggest crime against your soul. I didn't want to lie to myself.
Stood a short silence. I knew I also had to say something, it was important and it will not help me if I'll wait for longer.
- Well... - I gave a cough.- I also have something to tell...
Carlo and Mathew looked at me.
- I know it's a surprise and totally unexpected even to me... - I blushed. - I am pregnant, Carlo.
- Wow! - Carlo shouted tilting his head back.
- I know it's too early... - I said feeling embarrassed a bit.
- That's a news! - Mathew chuckled. - Congrats, guys!
- You are noble person, Mat... - I said. - I appreciate it so much... Thank you.
- You are my friends, - Mathew smiled. - And... Lying to yourself it's the biggest crime against your soul. I didn't want to lie to myself.
Stood a short silence. I knew I also had to say something, it was important and it will not help me if I'll wait for longer.
- Well... - I gave a cough.- I also have something to tell...
Carlo and Mathew looked at me.
- I know it's a surprise and totally unexpected even to me... - I blushed. - I am pregnant, Carlo.
- Wow! - Carlo shouted tilting his head back.
- I know it's too early... - I said feeling embarrassed a bit.
- That's a news! - Mathew chuckled. - Congrats, guys!
- Nothing is too early... - Carlo smiled softly. - So one of ten babies is already on the way to this world... I'll be happy daddy.
- I am happy, too... If even someone had different plans for us, - I said.
- God always has plans for all of us, - Carlo smiled again.
I think Carlo was right. I don't know how to call right this power - someone calls it God, others call it Absolute, Universe or just Energy, but this someone/something had really great plans for me and Carlo, and I was happy. Happy and so in love...
Finally I found my soulmate.
- God always has plans for all of us, - Carlo smiled again.
I think Carlo was right. I don't know how to call right this power - someone calls it God, others call it Absolute, Universe or just Energy, but this someone/something had really great plans for me and Carlo, and I was happy. Happy and so in love...
Finally I found my soulmate.
Author's note
Everything what happened happened without my interference. My simself pregnancy wasn't planned by me. As I use all MC Command Center modules and one of them is Risky Woohoo (it's just 30% in my game). So when I just turned on "Autonomous Woohoo" as it was already permitted in the challenge when stayed only 2 men in household, anything couldn't stop my simself and Carlo, even me... They rushed to steam and they did what they wished to do long time ago *lol* They had magical attraction and it was mutual since the beginning. So my simself got pregnant from the very first time if even it was just 30% probability. I could end the challenge earlier, but I didn't want to do only because I wanted to be sure that's Carlo is really that man my simself wants to see next to her. As I'm still learning and looking for my own style in Bachelor/Bachelorette challenge reading other Bachelor/Bachelorette challenge stories, so some rules can change in the future. I just learned that it's not necessary to continue the challenge if Bachelor/Bachelorette already has the highest attraction with someone. Well, we'll see how it will happen when my simself' and Carlo's firstborn will participate in this challenge. We still have a lot of time until it will happen.
Thank you all for the reading!
Thank you all for the reading!