Day 14, Saturday
So now they are three... Mat, Carlo and Vlad. I feel scared and even tense a bit and my breakfast seems tasteless, but luckily Carlo comes to dinning room and sits next to me at the table. His smile warms me inside and I feel much better.
- Good morning, my sunshine. Why this cute face is so worried at this beautiful morning?
- Because I have less and less time to...
- Oh... - Carlo nodded. - I understand... Honestly I thought yesterday you'll tell me to leave this house.
- You? Why? - I chuckled.
- Because I am poor cook and bartender, - Carlo shrugged smiling.
- No, - I shook my head. - I'm not looking for the best cook or bartender, so it can't affect my decision.
- Then I am lucky, - Carlo smiled. - I won't leave this house without you, Rosen.
- You are still here, Carlo...
- Yes, but... Sometimes people don't listen to their heart, they listen their mind, - he looked at my eyes.
- I listen to my heart, Carlo.
- Then don't stop doing that... - he touched my hand and I feel how a thrill runs through my body.
We sit staring at each other and I understand Carlo without the words. I know what he wants to say me and I know he is probably right, but I'm still afraid to make a mistake if even it's contrary to my feelings.
So now they are three... Mat, Carlo and Vlad. I feel scared and even tense a bit and my breakfast seems tasteless, but luckily Carlo comes to dinning room and sits next to me at the table. His smile warms me inside and I feel much better.
- Good morning, my sunshine. Why this cute face is so worried at this beautiful morning?
- Because I have less and less time to...
- Oh... - Carlo nodded. - I understand... Honestly I thought yesterday you'll tell me to leave this house.
- You? Why? - I chuckled.
- Because I am poor cook and bartender, - Carlo shrugged smiling.
- No, - I shook my head. - I'm not looking for the best cook or bartender, so it can't affect my decision.
- Then I am lucky, - Carlo smiled. - I won't leave this house without you, Rosen.
- You are still here, Carlo...
- Yes, but... Sometimes people don't listen to their heart, they listen their mind, - he looked at my eyes.
- I listen to my heart, Carlo.
- Then don't stop doing that... - he touched my hand and I feel how a thrill runs through my body.
We sit staring at each other and I understand Carlo without the words. I know what he wants to say me and I know he is probably right, but I'm still afraid to make a mistake if even it's contrary to my feelings.
After the breakfast I take my plate and go to the kitchen to wash it, but then Carlo takes me by hand and pulls me in the kiss. I can't reject him as I want this kiss so much. His lips are warm and soft, his bare skin touches my skin, I enjoy feeling his back under my palm when I embrace him... Here are so many emotions that it makes my heart almost jump out of my chest.
Carlo steps away only when Vlad enters the kitchen. He still touches me and I can feel how it's hard to take the hands off me for him. I don't want it, too, but here is Vlad although he pretends he doesn't see anything.
I and Carlo giggle like two kids who just played a prank.
It feels so great, I enjoy this feeling with all my heart, but I also feel that it's too dangerous for me. I feel that I could give up everything and follow this man to the edge of the world only because of his kisses and this stupid childish giggling. Nah, I can't do that... Not now. I rush to the bathroom to take a shower and dress up. I have the plans for today. Today is Black&White Bash day, so I start to organize this small event.
I invited also Angelo and Hugo. And why not? They also deserved to have a bit of fun, right? Vlad decided to spend this event swimming in our small pool, so he walked around in swimwear. And Angelo was courtly and flirty as always. He needed his wife here, but unfortunately I couldn't invite her as I didn't know her personally. How vexing!
I enjoyed myself DJ Headliner and her set I invited to this party. Yes, to have this girl here wasn't cheap entertainment, but sometimes we can allow that to ourselves, right?
Later I found Hugo sitting at the bar. He seemed unhappy again, but I pretended I don't notice his mood and just tried to cheer up him telling him funny stories and just talking to him.
Mathew smiled mysteriously. Did they argue? It's possible, if we talk about Hugo.
Carlo also came to enjoy the DJ's performance.
Then Vlad watched TV still wearing only his swimwear. Well, it's also a way to spend time. According to Vlad.
When DJ Headliner finished her performance I changed her and it was the best decision I guess... Honestly I regretted I planned this event. It was so boring... But at least I've got my first fan as DJ and this fan was Carlo. It made my day.
Day 15, Sunday
Today is a free day and we just enjoy our time together. I tried to spend time with men as much as it was possible.
I danced with Carlo.
Today is a free day and we just enjoy our time together. I tried to spend time with men as much as it was possible.
I danced with Carlo.
As watched some old horror movie with Vlad with one eye as I read a book.
Later I and Vlad had an interesting discussion. He was nice as always and said me a lot of compliments, but... I missed something again and thought that he's really used more to talk than act.
Carlo made me laugh telling me a funny story about his student years.
I worked out in gym.
The day passed very quickly. Honestly I don't wait for tomorrow, but unfortunately, I can't stop the time.
Day 16, Monday
In the early morning when I slept...
- So... Today she will send someone home again, - Vlad said looking Carlo.
Carlo silently nodded.
- I think Rosen will send me, - Mathew mumbled slowly chewing the mouthful.
- Why? - Carlo looked at Mat surprised. - She can send any of us, also me.
In the early morning when I slept...
- So... Today she will send someone home again, - Vlad said looking Carlo.
Carlo silently nodded.
- I think Rosen will send me, - Mathew mumbled slowly chewing the mouthful.
- Why? - Carlo looked at Mat surprised. - She can send any of us, also me.
- I'm sure Rosen will not send me home, - Vlad winked playfully. - She likes vampires and she likes my compliments. Ha!
Carlo smiled, but didn't say anything. Mat totally ignored his words. He was worried that he really can be next one who will have to leave this house today and Rosen gave a one more chance to Vlad. Will she give him one more chance, too?
Carlo smiled, but didn't say anything. Mat totally ignored his words. He was worried that he really can be next one who will have to leave this house today and Rosen gave a one more chance to Vlad. Will she give him one more chance, too?
As always I slept the longest, so I found Carlo and Mathew already sitting in the dinning room and having breakfast.
- Good morning, guys, - I greeted them sitting at the table.
- Good morning, sunshine, - Carlo smiled at me.
- Good morning, sweetie, - Mathew nodded.
I looked at him carefully. He seemed me worried.
- Is everything ok? - I asked him.
- Of course, - Mathew smiled weakly.
Our conversation ended. Carlo and Mat were thoughful and I didn't want to interfere them. I also had what to think about. Today is Elimination day again, so I have to think good who of these three men will go home today.
- Good morning, guys, - I greeted them sitting at the table.
- Good morning, sunshine, - Carlo smiled at me.
- Good morning, sweetie, - Mathew nodded.
I looked at him carefully. He seemed me worried.
- Is everything ok? - I asked him.
- Of course, - Mathew smiled weakly.
Our conversation ended. Carlo and Mat were thoughful and I didn't want to interfere them. I also had what to think about. Today is Elimination day again, so I have to think good who of these three men will go home today.
I like them all, everyone is very special and unique... Sometimes it seems I already know the answer, but then I start to doubt in my decision and I feel totally confused. My heart is full of feelings and emotions and sometimes they contradict to each other. It's horrible! I can't tolerate the chaos inside me! I was so glad when Carlo started to tell me about his new dance ideas... I tried to listen him carefully, but I know I seemed very distant...
- Are you ok, my sunshine? - he asked me looking at me worried.
- Yes, Carlo! I'm ok, - I nodded.
- Yes, Carlo! I'm ok, - I nodded.
But when he looks at me and smiles warmly I know he read all looking at my eyes.
- Everything will be ok, I know it... - he nodded. - Just listen to your heart...
- Yes... Thank you...
- Everything will be ok, I know it... - he nodded. - Just listen to your heart...
- Yes... Thank you...
And when we both stand up I pull him in the kiss. Spontaneously, not thinking... I so needed this kiss that moment.
Carlo took me by my hand and smiled looking at my eyes.
- So what will you tell us to do today?
I smiled mischievously and leaned against him whispering to his ear.
- Really?! Ha ha ha! - Carlo laughed. - You are crazy, Rosen, and I really love it!
- So what will you tell us to do today?
I smiled mischievously and leaned against him whispering to his ear.
- Really?! Ha ha ha! - Carlo laughed. - You are crazy, Rosen, and I really love it!
Yes, it's the last time when the guys get a task and it's really the craziest one of all tasks they had before. Today they have to jump from a springboard into the pool and do it as much impressively as it's possible. I know that this requires the courage and a bit of the recklessness, but really I didn't expect that this task not only to me, but also for men will be real fun.
Mathew felt like in a real ring of fight demonstratively overstating his muscles in front of me.
Mathew felt like in a real ring of fight demonstratively overstating his muscles in front of me.
Carlo bowed to us like a true artist. I even imagined him in the circus. It should be amazing...
Then Vlad just jumped in the pool...
And his jump was unsuccessful. He lost his boxers making all us laugh!
Um... Yes... Seeing totally naked Vlad I blushed, but it was funny.
Then Carlo jumped and this jump was even more than great. Carlo flew to the water like a bird, I almost lost my jaw staring at him in astonishment.
Then Carlo jumped and this jump was even more than great. Carlo flew to the water like a bird, I almost lost my jaw staring at him in astonishment.
He also lost his trunks, but... I am sure he did that because he wanted that. Naughty Carlo! I even whistled when I saw Carlo also naked as honestly I didn't expect it, but I didn't mind it, of course. And... Carlo didn't know that once I already saw him naked. Hi hi...
Then Vlad and Carlo started to compete... They both ran naked around me making me laugh, blush in embarrassment and enjoy their beautiful bodies at the same time. Being artistic soul I don't have anything against naked body, naked body is beautiful to me, but I don't know what people had to think when they saw Carlo and Vlad streaking naked on the street...
It was the most funniest time we had during all elimination days, it even helped me to relax and forget for short that I'll have to eliminate one of these three wonderful men.
Carlo was a winner. I think his sportiness and well trained body helped him a lot in this competition. Mathew got the second place and Vlad got the third place. He has a great body, but he isn't though and strong like Carlo. But as you know the results of this competition will not affect my decision as always.
Carlo was a winner. I think his sportiness and well trained body helped him a lot in this competition. Mathew got the second place and Vlad got the third place. He has a great body, but he isn't though and strong like Carlo. But as you know the results of this competition will not affect my decision as always.
We gathered to our club again... All dressed in formal wear. I already decided although it's not easy to me, it's even much harder than before... However, I know I have to do that.
I gave a rose to Carlo. He is the winner today and I have the strongest connection with him.
- Thank you... - Carlo says and see he is surprised.
But why? He don't have to be surprised if he knows how much he means to me... Then I see how tense and worried are Mathew.
I gave a rose to Carlo. He is the winner today and I have the strongest connection with him.
- Thank you... - Carlo says and see he is surprised.
But why? He don't have to be surprised if he knows how much he means to me... Then I see how tense and worried are Mathew.
And now it's the most difficult moment as suddenly I doubt in my decision. Luckily, it doesn't last long although these few seconds seem like eternity.
I gave a rose to Mathew. I notice how his face brightened. Mathew winked at me mischievously.
- Oh, Rosen... - he said looking at me. - I didn't hope you'll choose.... It means a lot to me.
I gave a rose to Mathew. I notice how his face brightened. Mathew winked at me mischievously.
- Oh, Rosen... - he said looking at me. - I didn't hope you'll choose.... It means a lot to me.
- Thank you so much, sweetie! - he laughed happily. - If you'll choose me as your soulmate I promise I'll make you fly!
I look at him not knowing how to understand his words. I felt how my cheeks get red and they got red even more when I felt that Carlo looks at me.
I look at him not knowing how to understand his words. I felt how my cheeks get red and they got red even more when I felt that Carlo looks at me.
Vlad just stood and smiled showing us his charming smile. Yes, he is a real charmer, very charismatic and handsome man, but he's not my soulmate and now I know this.
It's sure, Vlad also knew it.
- Vlad... - I came to him.
- Yes, madam...
- You understand everything without my explanation I guess...
Vlad nodded.
- Yes, I am going home today.
- Yes, you are right... I am sorry for that.
- It's ok, madam...
- Do you understand why I made such decision?
- I think I understand, but I still want to hear from you, Rosen.
- You speak a lot, but you don't do as much as you speak, - I smiled.
- Oh, really? - Vlad chuckled.
- Yes... Just don't be offended, please! You are amazing, Vlad, I appreciate you so much, but we were more like friends than something more if even you told totally different things.
- Oh, I got it! - Vlad laughed.
- And how do you feel about it yourself? - I asked him.
- Honestly I feel fine... But... I still had a hope and even was sure I'll not go home today.
- Well, you had a chance to fix your mistake, but you didn't use it, - I smiled.
- Vlad... - I came to him.
- Yes, madam...
- You understand everything without my explanation I guess...
Vlad nodded.
- Yes, I am going home today.
- Yes, you are right... I am sorry for that.
- It's ok, madam...
- Do you understand why I made such decision?
- I think I understand, but I still want to hear from you, Rosen.
- You speak a lot, but you don't do as much as you speak, - I smiled.
- Oh, really? - Vlad chuckled.
- Yes... Just don't be offended, please! You are amazing, Vlad, I appreciate you so much, but we were more like friends than something more if even you told totally different things.
- Oh, I got it! - Vlad laughed.
- And how do you feel about it yourself? - I asked him.
- Honestly I feel fine... But... I still had a hope and even was sure I'll not go home today.
- Well, you had a chance to fix your mistake, but you didn't use it, - I smiled.
- I know, Rosen... - Vlad smiled. - But honestly... Don't you see the truth?
- What truth? - I was surprised.
- Oh, madam! I can't believe you don't understand what I mean!
- I really don't understand...
- You already chose, Rosen... And when I realized it I accepted it as I didn't have another choice, - Vlad smiled mysteriously. - So I left the game and gave up. But it doesn't mean I don't love you, madam.
- What truth? - I was surprised.
- Oh, madam! I can't believe you don't understand what I mean!
- I really don't understand...
- You already chose, Rosen... And when I realized it I accepted it as I didn't have another choice, - Vlad smiled mysteriously. - So I left the game and gave up. But it doesn't mean I don't love you, madam.
I stared at Vlad stunned. I even didn't know what to say him.
- Well... - I swallowed. - I think I didn't decide yet.
- Look at your heart, Rosen... - Vlad smiled again. - And... If you need a friend he stands directly in front of you.
- Thank you! - I hugged Vlad tightly. - Of course, I need you as my friend!
- Then Vlad Draculich is at your service, madam!
- Well... - I swallowed. - I think I didn't decide yet.
- Look at your heart, Rosen... - Vlad smiled again. - And... If you need a friend he stands directly in front of you.
- Thank you! - I hugged Vlad tightly. - Of course, I need you as my friend!
- Then Vlad Draculich is at your service, madam!
So one more amazing and really handsome man left this house...
So now here stayed only two - Carlo and Mathew and I know next three days will be very important in my life. I have to think about many things and try to hear my inner voice. If I want to think I have to be alone, so this night I'll not sleep at home. I arrived to hotel where I can be totally alone and think about everything.
It's very romantic and nice cozy hotel and tomorrow I'll have solo date with one of men here. I am feeling so excited and scared a bit, but it's normal I guess when you want to made a right decision for the whole life.