That night I went to sleep feeling not only worried. I was very upset. Not because Joshua lost in casino, but because I felt something was wrong and I didn't know what is wrong.
I loved Joshua. He was funny, very playful and easy going, but I always felt that there is some invisible wall between us. Sometimes I had a sense that Joshua isn't sincere with me. But then I always reminded myself that I was neither honest. I couldn't force myself to tell Joshua the truth about myself. I was afraid. I don't know why, but I was really afraid. And when I caught myself thinking that I have to tell the truth, I always said to myself that I will do it tomorrow, that I will do it once I feel ready for it, but I didn't do it yesterday or before yesterday. I still procrastinated and didn't know why. However, our life together was full of laughter and really funny. I felt happy with Joshua. I wanted to be with him and forget my past, to live here and now. So that silence what stood between us after that evening made me almost sick. It was weird not talk to Joshua. Next morning I kept my promise and gave money to my boyfriend and I saw how he doesn't dare to look at my eyes, how he feels embarrassed. We felt both bad about that, we didn't talk to each other the whole day and went to bed not saying any word to each other. This silence what stood between us made me almost sick. It was weird not talk to Joshua. I wasn't used to that and it reminded me these days when I lived alone... I didn't want to be alone anymore. Joshua neither couldn't stand the silence, so to my surprise and great joy he was the one who first spoke to me. It was a second morning after our partying at the night club in Windenburg.
"Thanks for the help, baby..." He said me. "And forgive me, please..."
"I forgave you, Josh, long time ago. How could I be mad at you?" I said staring at my plate.
"Thanks for the help, baby..." He said me. "And forgive me, please..."
"I forgave you, Josh, long time ago. How could I be mad at you?" I said staring at my plate.
"Oh, no... It's not the answer, Lucien!"
"What? What's wrong?" I looked at him.
"Where is that your charming smile I'm used to see? Smile, baby! Please..."
I turned my face to Joshua and grinned.
"Is it good now?"
Joshua laughed.
"You monkey!" He leaned and kissed me. "But it's much better than to see you upset," Joshua rose to his feet and put one more portion of the breakfast. "I'm still hungry," he smiled and returned to his place.
We looked at each other and continued to eat our breakfast. I felt that I'm smiling. It was a good sign.
"What? What's wrong?" I looked at him.
"Where is that your charming smile I'm used to see? Smile, baby! Please..."
I turned my face to Joshua and grinned.
"Is it good now?"
Joshua laughed.
"You monkey!" He leaned and kissed me. "But it's much better than to see you upset," Joshua rose to his feet and put one more portion of the breakfast. "I'm still hungry," he smiled and returned to his place.
We looked at each other and continued to eat our breakfast. I felt that I'm smiling. It was a good sign.
"You know these two holes on my neck disappeared", Joshua said showing me his neck.
"Oh, that's great!" I rejoiced. "And it doesn't hurt anymore?"
"No... I feel great!" Joshua smiled widely. "And... I'd like to ask you on date."
"Wow.." I chuckled. "Really? But..."
"No worries... I have a bit money and they all are earned on my own in my ex job. So... May I ask you on date, my prince?" Joshua smiled playfully making me giggle like teen and feel really special. He was such charmer so I agreed even not thinking about it.
"Oh, that's great!" I rejoiced. "And it doesn't hurt anymore?"
"No... I feel great!" Joshua smiled widely. "And... I'd like to ask you on date."
"Wow.." I chuckled. "Really? But..."
"No worries... I have a bit money and they all are earned on my own in my ex job. So... May I ask you on date, my prince?" Joshua smiled playfully making me giggle like teen and feel really special. He was such charmer so I agreed even not thinking about it.
I knew that he wants to make it up. But really he didn't have to try so hard. I would love Joshua no matter what will happen and I really appreciated his efforts to make me feel special and important to him.
"But now we'll go to gym..." I looked at Joshua's eyes.
"Yep... I missed our workouts..." He nodded.
"And... All is fine now?" I asked carefully. "I mean... These people... They will not look for you?"
"Yes, they got what they needed, so... Believe in me, baby, all is great. Let's enjoy this beautiful day and maybe even the one more new start in our relationship," Joshua squeezed my hand.
I believed in him. He's the closest person to me on the planet Earth...
"But now we'll go to gym..." I looked at Joshua's eyes.
"Yep... I missed our workouts..." He nodded.
"And... All is fine now?" I asked carefully. "I mean... These people... They will not look for you?"
"Yes, they got what they needed, so... Believe in me, baby, all is great. Let's enjoy this beautiful day and maybe even the one more new start in our relationship," Joshua squeezed my hand.
I believed in him. He's the closest person to me on the planet Earth...
The workout was great. I worked together with coach.
"Great punch, Lucien! You should think about kick-boxing!"
Yes, it was a compliment, but I didn't think I'd like to choose professional sport as my career. The science was the one I would choose.
"Great punch, Lucien! You should think about kick-boxing!"
Yes, it was a compliment, but I didn't think I'd like to choose professional sport as my career. The science was the one I would choose.
I've seen that Joshua stopped workout. He noticed someone, so stood up and went somewhere.
Well, gym is a place where you can always meet friends and acquaintances, so I wasn't surprised. Joshua had much more friends than I.
"Focus on your punch, Lucien! Your boyfriend will not disappear!" couch jollied me making me get red.
"Focus on your punch, Lucien! Your boyfriend will not disappear!" couch jollied me making me get red.
I smiled a bit looking for short at my coach and started to spar the punching bag. Yeah, he was right. Joshua will not disappear.. My boyfriend returned after half hour. Our eyes have met and we smiled at each other. I almost melted in happiness only of the thought that I have him in my life. It was even hard to believe that not long time ago I was totally alone and felt very lonely.
After the gym we returned home to change our clothes. I was going on date with the most charming hottest man I've ever met. I really felt very special. And honestly... It was my first date, my very very first date! I didn't tell it my boyfriend, because I just felt very embarrassed. Well, long time ago I was a king and my life was totally different. I didn't have to date anyone, I had to marry without love, but with purpose to have a benefit from this marriage. Unfortunately, this marriage wasn't meant to be. Then after all what has happened to me and my family I found myself on this planet and met Archer. He wasn't romantic, so he has never asked me on date and I didn't have time to do that myself. So that's why it was my first date.
Joshua took me to a small restaurant near the sea. It was already evening, so to sit outside watching how the sun sinks in the pink sky was very romantic.
Joshua took me to a small restaurant near the sea. It was already evening, so to sit outside watching how the sun sinks in the pink sky was very romantic.
Soon a waitress came to our table and Joshua ordered red french wine and "Surprise of Valley". That evening Joshua was really very gallant and attentive.
I watched him and thought that I can't imagine my life without Joshua. I felt like I'm falling for him even more than before. I just wanted to come to him and bestrew his beautiful face with kisses.
"And what will we do when we'll come back home, baby?" Joshua teased me sending very flirtatious signals. "By the way, I already have the plan for us..." He winked.
I knew what Joshua means and felt million butterflies on my skin. I wanted that and was ready to jump in his embrace right now if even it could give me away.
We stared at each other like mesmerized and even didn't notice how a waitress came back to us with our ordered dinner.
"This is your order, gentlemen," she bowed us and quickly left us alone.
"Plans for us?" Finally I said. "No matter what those plans are, you know that I'll agree with everything..."
We stared at each other like mesmerized and even didn't notice how a waitress came back to us with our ordered dinner.
"This is your order, gentlemen," she bowed us and quickly left us alone.
"Plans for us?" Finally I said. "No matter what those plans are, you know that I'll agree with everything..."
"Really, Lucien?" Joshua chuckled. He was such playful and flirty with me and he knew how to tease and electrify me. "Oh, I promise you won''t forget it!"
I believed in his words. I couldn't wait when we'll finish our romantic dinner and will go home.
As soon as we returned home Joshua grabbed me by hand and giggling like a ten-year old boy pulled me upstairs.
"What does this mean?" I laughed.
"I'll tell you later," he winked at me, opened the door of our bedroom and pushed me inside.
"I kidnapped you, baby!" Joshua announced with funny exultant voice.
"Really? Is this your plan?" I chuckled.
"What does this mean?" I laughed.
"I'll tell you later," he winked at me, opened the door of our bedroom and pushed me inside.
"I kidnapped you, baby!" Joshua announced with funny exultant voice.
"Really? Is this your plan?" I chuckled.
"Not exactly", Joshua came closer and turned me to himself.
He reached for my cheek and gently caressed it sending thousand shivers on my body.
He reached for my cheek and gently caressed it sending thousand shivers on my body.
"Then what is it?" I asked silently staring at his eyes.
"I'll tell you, but firstly..." Joshua started to unbutton my jacket.
I couldn't resist longer and wanted to pull him in passionate kiss, but Joshua held my hands.
"Wait, baby... It's a bit out of my plans," he chuckled and winked at me teasingly. "And don't forget that you are my prisoner..."
"Well... You really know how to tease me..." I said watching how Joshua continues unbutton my jacket. It just drove me crazy.
Joshua smiled at me mysteriously. It seemed like he reads my mind and knows that I desire him like some drug addict. He was my drug.
"Undress me, baby..." He said silently pulling my shirt off.
He didn't need to ask me twice. Our clothes fell on the floor almost instantly. We stood naked in front of each other and were completely intoxicated with lust and passion.
"Now... Let me tell you something", Joshua leaned against my ear.
"I'll tell you, but firstly..." Joshua started to unbutton my jacket.
I couldn't resist longer and wanted to pull him in passionate kiss, but Joshua held my hands.
"Wait, baby... It's a bit out of my plans," he chuckled and winked at me teasingly. "And don't forget that you are my prisoner..."
"Well... You really know how to tease me..." I said watching how Joshua continues unbutton my jacket. It just drove me crazy.
Joshua smiled at me mysteriously. It seemed like he reads my mind and knows that I desire him like some drug addict. He was my drug.
"Undress me, baby..." He said silently pulling my shirt off.
He didn't need to ask me twice. Our clothes fell on the floor almost instantly. We stood naked in front of each other and were completely intoxicated with lust and passion.
"Now... Let me tell you something", Joshua leaned against my ear.
"Yes..."
"So... That's about my plans, baby..." He started to whisper to my ear. "I'll do suuuch bad thiiiings with youuuu..." Joshua's voice sounded very lustful and funny at the same time.
"So... That's about my plans, baby..." He started to whisper to my ear. "I'll do suuuch bad thiiiings with youuuu..." Joshua's voice sounded very lustful and funny at the same time.
If even Joshua's voice made me shiver slightly I still couldn't hold my laughter.
"That's so scary!"
"That's so scary!"
"Oh, it's funny to you, isn't it?" Joshua smiled.
"Even don't dare to ruin my plans!" Joshua pushed me and I fell on bed laughing.
Soon I felt his strong muscular body on my top, how his lips touched my neck making me shiver with all my body. I embraced him closing my eyes and whispered:
"I love you, Joshua.."
Soon I felt his strong muscular body on my top, how his lips touched my neck making me shiver with all my body. I embraced him closing my eyes and whispered:
"I love you, Joshua.."