After swimming in the pool Dexter invited me and Joshua to go to the night club. Dexter was crazy about the night life, dancing like I, although I wasn't the night life expert like he and didn't leave my home really very long time before I decided to try to start my new life. So I didn't know many things and really wanted to know them and integrate into the human society. I told Dexter if Joshua will feel better and agree with his offer we'll join him, so I promised to call Dexter at once when I'll know my boyfriend's decision.
When I returned home I found Joshua smiling and drinking a tea.
"How are you, baby?" I asked looking at his neck.
"I'm better... Sleep helped me somehow", he nodded.
"I'm really glad. Maybe all will be OK and you'll not need a doctor", I rejoiced. "Dexter invites us to go together with him in some night club. Would you like us to join him or you prefer to stay at home?"
"Oh, I prefer to have fun!" Joshua chuckled. I knew that he'll never refuse the chance to have fun if even he'd be deadly sick.
"Are you sure?" I asked looking at him carefully. The small holes were still on his neck.
"Of course! Don't worry about me, I am feeling not bad! Really!" Joshua assured me, stood up and kissed my cheek.
"OK... Then we are leaving after half hour", I said looking at my phone.
When I returned home I found Joshua smiling and drinking a tea.
"How are you, baby?" I asked looking at his neck.
"I'm better... Sleep helped me somehow", he nodded.
"I'm really glad. Maybe all will be OK and you'll not need a doctor", I rejoiced. "Dexter invites us to go together with him in some night club. Would you like us to join him or you prefer to stay at home?"
"Oh, I prefer to have fun!" Joshua chuckled. I knew that he'll never refuse the chance to have fun if even he'd be deadly sick.
"Are you sure?" I asked looking at him carefully. The small holes were still on his neck.
"Of course! Don't worry about me, I am feeling not bad! Really!" Joshua assured me, stood up and kissed my cheek.
"OK... Then we are leaving after half hour", I said looking at my phone.
We drove to Winderburg, one of the most beautiful cities in Newcrest's neighborhood. I've been only one time here. With Archer. And we visited the same club... "Discotheque Pan Europa"... I felt... How to say... I felt awkward, because the old memories fell on me again. I looked around thinking that nothing has changed here, expect the one. Archer and his family... They are gone. "Yes, Nexir, they are gone and you'll never meet them!" I scolded myself in my mind. "So keep it in your mind and never forget it! You are with Joshua and you must focus on your present, live here and now!"
"It's one of the best and famous night clubs, guys!" Dexter exclaimed. "You can hear all electronic music genres only in this club! Starting from old school ebm and ending with psy trance or witch house! So heads up, boys! You two look too sad and too quiet!"
Yes, Dexter notices all... I've already paid my attention to this.
"Im not sad!" I assured Dexter. Well, it wasn't a lie, but it wasn't a true, too.
"Im not sad!" I assured Dexter. Well, it wasn't a lie, but it wasn't a true, too.
I really tried to forget all what has happened many years ago and just wanted to enjoy my time with Joshua and Dexter. Dexter became the star of this evening almost at once when he entered the dance floor. He was full of charisma, so I wasn't surprised seeing how people talk to him, listen his jokes and laugh with him together. Dexter infected with his good mood and me; too. Except Joshua. He was quiet and worried. It wasn't a first time when I saw him in such mood.
I could read his mind, but I didn't want to do that. First of all, because I love Joshua and respect his privacy, second, there were too crowded in the club, so I didn't want to draw unnecessary attention to myself. I just let him be and expected that Joshua will want to talk to me, although he never did that since the beginning. He lives at my home almost three weeks. Except that time when he said me that he must to move out and doesn't have neither work nor money. Well, it also could be that his neck hurt again, but I had a sense that there is something else what makes him worried. I had this feeling earlier, too.
Later we went at bar to drink something and I ordered a plate of curry wurst as suddenly I felt very hungry. Since all the seats at the bar were occupied I took a seat at the table. Dexter made friends with some guy and Joshua was distant and brooding over something.
Later we went at bar to drink something and I ordered a plate of curry wurst as suddenly I felt very hungry. Since all the seats at the bar were occupied I took a seat at the table. Dexter made friends with some guy and Joshua was distant and brooding over something.
Then he stood up and went to the window, looked at the night, but finally a smile appeared on his face. That smile... It didn't seem me happy.
Joshua was so lost in his thoughts that even didn't notice that I watch him. And he really made me worried.
Then Dexter came to me.
"Would you like to try Alien Juice?" He smiled widely at me. "I think it should be a great drink, never tried it before..."
"Well, that sounds interesting... Let's try it..." I grinned. Dexter was crazy just like Joshua, but my boyfriend wasn't himself that night.
"And where is Joshua?" Dexter turned around.
"He was here... He just stood by the window!" I looked around, but Joshua wasn't here.
"Well... He's disappeared somewhere..."
"I'm going to look for Joshua."
"OK," Dexter nodded. "I'll wait for you, guys, here..."
"If we'll not come back I'll text you."
"Yasss, sir!" Dexter saluted me like some general making me laugh.
"You are crazy" I poked his arm.
"Always for you!" Dexter chuckled.
I smiled at him and went to look for my boyfriend.
"Would you like to try Alien Juice?" He smiled widely at me. "I think it should be a great drink, never tried it before..."
"Well, that sounds interesting... Let's try it..." I grinned. Dexter was crazy just like Joshua, but my boyfriend wasn't himself that night.
"And where is Joshua?" Dexter turned around.
"He was here... He just stood by the window!" I looked around, but Joshua wasn't here.
"Well... He's disappeared somewhere..."
"I'm going to look for Joshua."
"OK," Dexter nodded. "I'll wait for you, guys, here..."
"If we'll not come back I'll text you."
"Yasss, sir!" Dexter saluted me like some general making me laugh.
"You are crazy" I poked his arm.
"Always for you!" Dexter chuckled.
I smiled at him and went to look for my boyfriend.
I found Joshua standing outside and pressing his phone, but when he saw me coming he hid his phone in the pocket.
"That's where you are!" I came to Joshua with a wide smile on my face trying to look as careless as possible. "All is fine, baby?"
"That's where you are!" I came to Joshua with a wide smile on my face trying to look as careless as possible. "All is fine, baby?"
Joshua looked at me biting his own lip. It wasn't hard to notice that he's nervous and a bit confused.
"What's wrong, baby?"
"What's wrong, baby?"
"Nothing... Really nothing..." Joshua shook his head. "Just..."
Suddenly he took me in his arms and kissed me like he's never kissed me before. His kiss was not only very passionate and deep, but it seemed like Joshua tries to calm something inside him, I felt how he's tense.
Suddenly he took me in his arms and kissed me like he's never kissed me before. His kiss was not only very passionate and deep, but it seemed like Joshua tries to calm something inside him, I felt how he's tense.
I gently pushed him away.
"Josh... Why don't you want to talk to me?" I asked trying to catch his eyes, but he didn't want to keep eye contact with me.
"I told you... Nothing, baby!" He chuckled closing his eyes. "Really nothing!"
"Josh... Why don't you want to talk to me?" I asked trying to catch his eyes, but he didn't want to keep eye contact with me.
"I told you... Nothing, baby!" He chuckled closing his eyes. "Really nothing!"
Somehow it got on my nerves. I'm really patient, but his behavior started to annoy me.
"Stop priming, Josh! We live almost three weeks together and I see that almost every day since that time when we met in gym! What the hell is going with you?!" I raised my voice not hiding my irritation.
"Stop priming, Josh! We live almost three weeks together and I see that almost every day since that time when we met in gym! What the hell is going with you?!" I raised my voice not hiding my irritation.
"Well... I... I have problems... I don't want to involve you in my troubles!" Joshua explained me.
"Your troubles are my troubles! Aren't we couple?! If not then what are we doing together?!" I asked him angrily.
"Your troubles are my troubles! Aren't we couple?! If not then what are we doing together?!" I asked him angrily.
Joshua fell his eyes and stared at his shoes for a while.
"So?"
"You see... It's not so easy. I'm afraid that anyone can't help me... I even don't know how to explain you all..."
"So?"
"You see... It's not so easy. I'm afraid that anyone can't help me... I even don't know how to explain you all..."
"Just try!"
"Well... I owe a lot of money..."
:Why?! Who?!"
"Well... That's a long story, Lucien... But I really need to repay the money... If I'll not do that these people will come to us..."Joshua looked at me with scared eyes.
"What the heck, Joshua! And you tell me that only now?!" I asked him angrily. "How much do you owe them?"
"Three thousands Simoleons..." He answered not daring to look at me. "I really don't know what to do..."
"Shit..." I felt totally pissed off. "How it has happened?!"
"I lost...in casino."
"Well... I owe a lot of money..."
:Why?! Who?!"
"Well... That's a long story, Lucien... But I really need to repay the money... If I'll not do that these people will come to us..."Joshua looked at me with scared eyes.
"What the heck, Joshua! And you tell me that only now?!" I asked him angrily. "How much do you owe them?"
"Three thousands Simoleons..." He answered not daring to look at me. "I really don't know what to do..."
"Shit..." I felt totally pissed off. "How it has happened?!"
"I lost...in casino."
"Oh, my Watcher..." I shook my head even not knowing what to think.
The silence stood. The evening and good mood were ruined. I even didn't know what to say Joshua. Sure, I didn't want any unexpected guests at home and the more I couldn't leave Joshua in trouble, so I decided very quickly.
"OK... I'll not ask you what you did in casino and why did you come there, it's your past, Josh, not mine." I said him. "I'll give you money and you'll repay it tomorrow."
"Really?"
"Yes. Really. I trust you. Now I want to go home." I said angrily. I still felt very annoyed and even disappointed. I took my phone and quickly texted Dexter:
"Don't wait for us. We are going home."
"OK... I'll not ask you what you did in casino and why did you come there, it's your past, Josh, not mine." I said him. "I'll give you money and you'll repay it tomorrow."
"Really?"
"Yes. Really. I trust you. Now I want to go home." I said angrily. I still felt very annoyed and even disappointed. I took my phone and quickly texted Dexter:
"Don't wait for us. We are going home."