Yes, I'm not perfect. The more I thought the more I realized that in fact, I wasn't right in relation to Joshua. But unfortunately, I couldn't change anything. Joshua and I lived separated and didn't talk to each other, so I could only guess if he decided to return to his ex girlfriend or he just decided to move on without me. All what I did I blamed myself for not telling him truth about myself and for overreacting, all this made me totally depressed. I spent my days in bed, cried or just stared at the ceiling.
The bed seemed too big for me. I missed Joshua, our silly talks and fooling around, I always remembered how we made love... How he was gentle and very passionate lover, I remembered his every touch what burned my skin, his lips, his glance when he looked at me. I remembered every detail. It drove me totally crazy.
I sat on my bed sunken into my memories and gloomy thoughts day by day...
Or just lay and tried as quickly as possible to dive into the dreams.
My loneliness and sorrow slowly killed me. I forgot the existing world behind the walls of my house and even felt lost in time as I didn't know if it's Monday or already Friday, all days seemed the same to me. It lasted two weeks until once my phone started to ring. "Oh, someone remembered me..." I thought taking my phone.
Hi, Lucien... How long are you going to torture yourself? Stop it, please! By the way, I bought the tickets to concert. We are going tonight. Even DON'T DARE to say NO and dress up if you don't want me to come and kick your ass! :/ Call me or text me! Dex.
He felt me... Of course he felt me! I forgot even our weird bond. Soul twins... Is it possible? Probably... I even rejoiced that he first texted me and didn't forget me. It was good to know that I have him, it warmed me inside. I smiled and started to text Dexter.
Sorry for the long silence... It doesn't mean I ignore you, I'm just too sad... Well, I'm going to dress up and will wait for our meeting in the evening :) Maybe it will help me feel better.
Soon I received Dexter's answer.
Good boy! And don't forget to take your smile before leaving home ;)
Hi, Lucien... How long are you going to torture yourself? Stop it, please! By the way, I bought the tickets to concert. We are going tonight. Even DON'T DARE to say NO and dress up if you don't want me to come and kick your ass! :/ Call me or text me! Dex.
He felt me... Of course he felt me! I forgot even our weird bond. Soul twins... Is it possible? Probably... I even rejoiced that he first texted me and didn't forget me. It was good to know that I have him, it warmed me inside. I smiled and started to text Dexter.
Sorry for the long silence... It doesn't mean I ignore you, I'm just too sad... Well, I'm going to dress up and will wait for our meeting in the evening :) Maybe it will help me feel better.
Soon I received Dexter's answer.
Good boy! And don't forget to take your smile before leaving home ;)
So it was a first day after two weeks when I dressed up and tried to forget my sorrow.
As there was still a plenty of time to the concert I decided to surf in Internet. As always the same nonsense about intrigues in the politics, some blonde pop star with face of the doll got married to the most scandalous rap star, some teen idol was found overdosed in some underground club... You can read the same shit every day and almost all were crazy about it. I shook my head feeling bored of newspapers in Internet and already wanted to stand up and go to the kitchen when accidentally I read the word "vampires".
"Hmmm..." I mumbled remembering my weird dream and two mysterious small holes on Joshua's neck. So... Vampires.
"All night creatures and those who are in love with darkwave music are very welcome in club "Transylvania"!
Dj's: Vampire Freak feat. Crimson Moon, Luna Lunatic, Nightmare, Pink Skeletons team, Dulce Muerte
We are waiting for you every weekend (Friday - Sunday)from dusk till dawn. Don't be late, we are thirsty!
Transylvania's team"
I smiled. This advertisement reminded me Dexter. I didn't doubt that he knows this club and even attended a few parties there, but for some reason I became interested in this club myself. Maybe because I read such advertisement first time. "I'll necessary ask Dexter about this club", I thought. As I didn't read nothing more about vampires I decided to go deeper and typed in google search "vampires". My eyes widened in the surprise when I saw that I've got even about 103.000.000 results. There were pictures with pale creatures and almost all of them showed their sharp fangs. But I could say they were beautiful and attractive although they looked strange and a bit out of this world I'm already used to live. I started to read:
"People also ask: Why vampires have to be invited in?
Where did the idea of vampires come from?
Do vampires mate for life?
What vampires do?"
Then I saw some Blog and clicked on it. There was an article "Vampires exist: researchers are studying them". I couldn't believe in what I read.
"Forget the beautiful scary stories about the vampires, forget all that you've read about to this day, because these are only tales that are almost incongruous to reality. How's that? And quite simply! Vampires aren't characters from Gothic novels. Vampires exist and live between us. We are investigating their lives and their nature for a long time, we've accumulated a considerable amount of archives. So what are the facts and what are the myths?
1. Vampires live only at night.
Yes and no. Most of them don't tolerate the sunlight and sun's rays can cause death to them, but among vampires are those who can live both - day and night and the sun's rays are completely harmless to them.
2. Vampires are afraid of silver, cross and garlic.
Yes and no. They tolerate silver like any other metal, they are not afraid of the cross, but they are very sensitive to garlic. Garlic causes them a severe allergic reaction, as it can cause allergies to cats or certain types of antibiotics in humans.
3. Vampires sleep in the coffins.
Yes. At least most of them. Not because they are dead, but because it protects them from sunlight and is a convenient way to travel in the day time. But they also don't mind to sleep in beds.
4. Vampires are dead.
No. Vampires are alive like any of us. Vampires are a humanoid race that has come to live on Earth from an almost unknown planet Angelonia. The first record of vampires reaches ancient Egypt. The vampires themselves say they are origin from angels, they call their mother Lylith. Her written "Shadows Book" is as sacred as the Koran is sacred to any Muslim or the Bible is sacred to any Christian.
5. Vampires are brainless bloodsuckers.
No. If you think so, then you watch too many low-cost horror movies to wash your brain. Vampires are very intelligent, and if they decide to kill you, make sure nobody knows about it. They never leave traces. These are creatures that have a very developed para-psychological features like telepathy, third-degree vision, they read the thoughts of people as a book, their gaze has a hypnotic effect, they perfectly manipulate the minds of humans and make you forget about anything, if only the vampire wants it.
6. Vampires are immortal.
Yes and no. They don't die from injuries, poisoning and other ordinary people things, they aren't suffering from human race-specific diseases, but they also die if they linger too long in the sunlight, if they are drained or not feed with blood too long.
7. Vampires don't get old.
Yes. That's true. If the vampire is pure, until almost 18-20 years old, he/she grows and develops like any other person, and when he/she reaches the age of adulthood, he/she matures sexually, but doesn't get old and remains forever young. The one, who becomes the vampire remains as he/she was when he/she was turned into a vampire.
8. Vampires can't have sex and have no children.
No. We should say they LOVE sex and they have children. If you want to get a passionate and really tireless lover, look for a vampire. Most of them are very hot and very sexy, but never forget that they will not resist to bite your neck or some other more intimate part of your body. They have children in two ways. First one is well known to every human - natural birth what is very dangerous to every vampire female, second one is when a vampire give a Gift of Darkness to some human turning him or her to vampire. They call turned to vampires their children, too and these children call those who turned them their sires. Sire is a teacher and tutor to his turned vampires. Vampires love their families and most of them live in clans.
9. Vampires always kill their victims.
No. Most of vampires just feed and leave their victims staying them alive. They are used to have their personal so called familiars among the people. Mostly the familiars are their lovers. If vampire kills human he or she has a serious reason to do that or he or she is so called newborn vampire. Newborn vampires are turned vampires not long time ago and they aren't able to control their thirst, so it happens that they may kill accidentally."
I read all this feeling amazed, surprised and frightened. "How it can be? I have to show this Blog to Dexter!" I said myself in my thoughts. I grabbed my phone and quickly texted him.
Look what I found. Read this... www.undiscoveredsecrets.blogspot.com
"All night creatures and those who are in love with darkwave music are very welcome in club "Transylvania"!
Dj's: Vampire Freak feat. Crimson Moon, Luna Lunatic, Nightmare, Pink Skeletons team, Dulce Muerte
We are waiting for you every weekend (Friday - Sunday)from dusk till dawn. Don't be late, we are thirsty!
Transylvania's team"
I smiled. This advertisement reminded me Dexter. I didn't doubt that he knows this club and even attended a few parties there, but for some reason I became interested in this club myself. Maybe because I read such advertisement first time. "I'll necessary ask Dexter about this club", I thought. As I didn't read nothing more about vampires I decided to go deeper and typed in google search "vampires". My eyes widened in the surprise when I saw that I've got even about 103.000.000 results. There were pictures with pale creatures and almost all of them showed their sharp fangs. But I could say they were beautiful and attractive although they looked strange and a bit out of this world I'm already used to live. I started to read:
"People also ask: Why vampires have to be invited in?
Where did the idea of vampires come from?
Do vampires mate for life?
What vampires do?"
Then I saw some Blog and clicked on it. There was an article "Vampires exist: researchers are studying them". I couldn't believe in what I read.
"Forget the beautiful scary stories about the vampires, forget all that you've read about to this day, because these are only tales that are almost incongruous to reality. How's that? And quite simply! Vampires aren't characters from Gothic novels. Vampires exist and live between us. We are investigating their lives and their nature for a long time, we've accumulated a considerable amount of archives. So what are the facts and what are the myths?
1. Vampires live only at night.
Yes and no. Most of them don't tolerate the sunlight and sun's rays can cause death to them, but among vampires are those who can live both - day and night and the sun's rays are completely harmless to them.
2. Vampires are afraid of silver, cross and garlic.
Yes and no. They tolerate silver like any other metal, they are not afraid of the cross, but they are very sensitive to garlic. Garlic causes them a severe allergic reaction, as it can cause allergies to cats or certain types of antibiotics in humans.
3. Vampires sleep in the coffins.
Yes. At least most of them. Not because they are dead, but because it protects them from sunlight and is a convenient way to travel in the day time. But they also don't mind to sleep in beds.
4. Vampires are dead.
No. Vampires are alive like any of us. Vampires are a humanoid race that has come to live on Earth from an almost unknown planet Angelonia. The first record of vampires reaches ancient Egypt. The vampires themselves say they are origin from angels, they call their mother Lylith. Her written "Shadows Book" is as sacred as the Koran is sacred to any Muslim or the Bible is sacred to any Christian.
5. Vampires are brainless bloodsuckers.
No. If you think so, then you watch too many low-cost horror movies to wash your brain. Vampires are very intelligent, and if they decide to kill you, make sure nobody knows about it. They never leave traces. These are creatures that have a very developed para-psychological features like telepathy, third-degree vision, they read the thoughts of people as a book, their gaze has a hypnotic effect, they perfectly manipulate the minds of humans and make you forget about anything, if only the vampire wants it.
6. Vampires are immortal.
Yes and no. They don't die from injuries, poisoning and other ordinary people things, they aren't suffering from human race-specific diseases, but they also die if they linger too long in the sunlight, if they are drained or not feed with blood too long.
7. Vampires don't get old.
Yes. That's true. If the vampire is pure, until almost 18-20 years old, he/she grows and develops like any other person, and when he/she reaches the age of adulthood, he/she matures sexually, but doesn't get old and remains forever young. The one, who becomes the vampire remains as he/she was when he/she was turned into a vampire.
8. Vampires can't have sex and have no children.
No. We should say they LOVE sex and they have children. If you want to get a passionate and really tireless lover, look for a vampire. Most of them are very hot and very sexy, but never forget that they will not resist to bite your neck or some other more intimate part of your body. They have children in two ways. First one is well known to every human - natural birth what is very dangerous to every vampire female, second one is when a vampire give a Gift of Darkness to some human turning him or her to vampire. They call turned to vampires their children, too and these children call those who turned them their sires. Sire is a teacher and tutor to his turned vampires. Vampires love their families and most of them live in clans.
9. Vampires always kill their victims.
No. Most of vampires just feed and leave their victims staying them alive. They are used to have their personal so called familiars among the people. Mostly the familiars are their lovers. If vampire kills human he or she has a serious reason to do that or he or she is so called newborn vampire. Newborn vampires are turned vampires not long time ago and they aren't able to control their thirst, so it happens that they may kill accidentally."
I read all this feeling amazed, surprised and frightened. "How it can be? I have to show this Blog to Dexter!" I said myself in my thoughts. I grabbed my phone and quickly texted him.
Look what I found. Read this... www.undiscoveredsecrets.blogspot.com
Soon I got Dexter's answer.
Holly cow! o_O I'll read it necessary! Are you ready to go to the concert?
I texted back.
Almost. But before leaving home I'm going on the roof to get my drink and breathe a fresh air.
Dexter texted.
Great! Just don't drink too much ;) Don't forget that you have to drink with me :}
I smiled and put my phone on the table. Yes, we still had a time, so I went the upstairs on the roof. The day was wonderful and just wanted to drink something and relax. All this information about vampires sounded unbelievable, but somehow real.It was a first time after two weeks when I forgot Joshua even for short. To think about vampires was better than to think about what made you very sad.
Holly cow! o_O I'll read it necessary! Are you ready to go to the concert?
I texted back.
Almost. But before leaving home I'm going on the roof to get my drink and breathe a fresh air.
Dexter texted.
Great! Just don't drink too much ;) Don't forget that you have to drink with me :}
I smiled and put my phone on the table. Yes, we still had a time, so I went the upstairs on the roof. The day was wonderful and just wanted to drink something and relax. All this information about vampires sounded unbelievable, but somehow real.It was a first time after two weeks when I forgot Joshua even for short. To think about vampires was better than to think about what made you very sad.
The evening seemed promising.