Oh, my Watcher! Dexter runs so fast! No matter how many times I called him he didn't turn to me. But I didn't want give up. I was ready to do anything for him. He was the only friend I had and he was my bestie, I felt such bastard saying him that it was a mistake... Yeah, maybe it was in some meaning, but if I said that I love him... It couldn't be a mistake. I really loved him, but it was different love. It was like I always loved Dexter. I didn't know how to explain it, but it was a true. And that moment I felt if I'll not stop him I'll lose him. I was so worried and focused on my thoughts about Dexter that I even didn't notice how we entered the park. Finally I caught Dexter up and grabbed him by his arm.
"Dexter... Please..."
"What do you want, Lucien?" Dexter asked me angrily.
"Forgive me, please! I said nonsense..."
"Dexter... Please..."
"What do you want, Lucien?" Dexter asked me angrily.
"Forgive me, please! I said nonsense..."
"Leave me alone!" He pushed me away.
"Dexter!" I blocked the way. "Listen to me, please..."
"Dexter!" I blocked the way. "Listen to me, please..."
"It wasn't a mistake, Dexter." I said. "This is only me who makes the mistakes..." I showed with my finger on myself.
"And... That's all what you wanted to say me?" Dexter narrowed his eyes.
"I don't know... But I think you know all what I wanted to say to you..." I motioned with my hands. "I'm honest with you and you know that I can't lie to you. If I would try to do that you know that I lie to you, so... It's even not worth to do that. Maybe we did a mistake making love, but all what I said... It can't be a mistake. If even I still have feelings for Joshua..."
"So?"
I came to Dexter and kissed his lips.
I came to Dexter and kissed his lips.
"I can't lose my soul twin..." I whispered against his lips. "I feel very bad hurting you..."
Dexter gave a deep sigh and pushed me gently away.
"Neither I can't lose you..." He said.
So... We will forget this misunderstanding?" I smiled.
"We don't have another choice..." Dexter smiled and hugged me tightly.
Dexter gave a deep sigh and pushed me gently away.
"Neither I can't lose you..." He said.
So... We will forget this misunderstanding?" I smiled.
"We don't have another choice..." Dexter smiled and hugged me tightly.
"Yes..." I nodded hugging him back. "I'm sorry for yesterday.."
"I'm guilty, too, so don't blame only yourself..." Dexter said. "I was silly hoping that you'll forget Joshua after two weeks... Sorry for acting like a drama queen, but I was so jealous and... I'm still I guess..."
"Well..." I pulled away thinking what I should answer, but Dexter even didn't allow me to think about it.
He jumped on me trying to take me down on the grass.
"No more philosophy!
"Ha! Ha! Ha!" What are you doing?!"
"I'm guilty, too, so don't blame only yourself..." Dexter said. "I was silly hoping that you'll forget Joshua after two weeks... Sorry for acting like a drama queen, but I was so jealous and... I'm still I guess..."
"Well..." I pulled away thinking what I should answer, but Dexter even didn't allow me to think about it.
He jumped on me trying to take me down on the grass.
"No more philosophy!
"Ha! Ha! Ha!" What are you doing?!"
"I'm trying to say that you'll not get rid of me no matter what you'll say!" Dexter giggled.
"Is it possible to get rid of yourself?" I said pushing him away and trying to keep my balance.
"Is it possible to get rid of yourself?" I said pushing him away and trying to keep my balance.
Suddenly our feet intertwined and we both fell down on the grass. It was so good just to lay and laugh together and pretend that nothing happened. Dexter wrapped his arm around me and pulled to himself. I placed my head on his chest and closed my eyes. We didn't say each other any word, we just enjoyed our togetherness. It was so good to lie in the silence and listen to the birds.
"Would you like to go to my house?" I asked Dexter.
"Yes... We could check that link you sent me..." Dexter answered.
"Great..."
We stood up and looked at each other smiling. Everything was good between us again.
"Let's go, my soul twin..." I said wrapping my arm around Dexter's neck.
"Yeah... Show me the way," he smiled wrapping his arm around my waist and we slowly went through the grass towards the street.
"Yes... We could check that link you sent me..." Dexter answered.
"Great..."
We stood up and looked at each other smiling. Everything was good between us again.
"Let's go, my soul twin..." I said wrapping my arm around Dexter's neck.
"Yeah... Show me the way," he smiled wrapping his arm around my waist and we slowly went through the grass towards the street.