I woke up and lay down for a while. I was afraid to open my eyes and move, because it seemed that I would throw up immediately. It felt like someone was spinning me at dizzying speed with the whole bed. I and Dexter got drunk again. And not only...
I slowly turned on my side and sat down.
I slowly turned on my side and sat down.
I sat listening a calm Dexter's breathing and smiled staring at the floor. Yeah, we ended almost like in the club "Blue Velvet", only this time I remembered everything. Almost. Hardly I stood up and looked at sleeping Dexter.
I felt weird and I didn't know why. Maybe because I still loved Joshua... Does it mean that I betrayed him second time? If even we stopped our relationship... If even making love to Dexter felt very natural... But somehow I was upset and couldn't explain why. It felt like we didn't have to do that. But simply we couldn't resist. We didn't have such purpose. Whether... Had we?
I sighed and went the stairs downs to the kitchen. It was almost the morning. I took the yogurt from refrigerator and sat at the table. I ate and thought trying to understand what's going with me.
I sighed and went the stairs downs to the kitchen. It was almost the morning. I took the yogurt from refrigerator and sat at the table. I ate and thought trying to understand what's going with me.
I gave a chance to myself and Joshua, so we had a hope that time will give us a new possibility to be together. I loved him... But I also loved Dexter. If only I can call this bond a love. If it's love then what kind of love is it? Why everything felt so natural with Dexter? Does it mean that I am... a whore who sleeps with anyone? Why does it make me upset? I had million questions to myself, but I didn't know how to answer them all.
I pushed the bowl and went to the bathroom. "A water should awaken my mind and to sober me up..." I thought turning the water.
"So how everything started?"I asked myself getting in the bath. The water really begun to sober me up. "Damn.. I can't drink so much..." I thought washing myself. "Alcohol makes me incapable of self-control."
I pushed the bowl and went to the bathroom. "A water should awaken my mind and to sober me up..." I thought turning the water.
"So how everything started?"I asked myself getting in the bath. The water really begun to sober me up. "Damn.. I can't drink so much..." I thought washing myself. "Alcohol makes me incapable of self-control."
I remembered how I and Dexter talked. He entered that Blog I gave him and read everything there.
"It's strange that this information is publicly available", he said.
"Maybe it's just a stupid joke?" I asked.
"I don't think so..." Dexter shook his head. "All this sounds playfully, I'll not argue, but it sounds too serious. If there are some observers, then..." he looked at my eyes.
"Then vampires know about this site?" I finished the thought.
Dexter nodded.
"It looks like this..."
"Strange..." I said. "Do you think people believe in what is written here?"
Dexter smiled.
"People are more inclined to believe in green aliens from the Moon than in vampires or elves."
I laughed.
"Do you believe?"
"Somehow, yes..." Dexter looked at me. "After all, you're also real..." He touched my hand.
"Definitely not artificial..." I chuckled.
Dexter laughed together with me.
"Hence, the vampires are also... not artificial..." He said.
"It's strange that this information is publicly available", he said.
"Maybe it's just a stupid joke?" I asked.
"I don't think so..." Dexter shook his head. "All this sounds playfully, I'll not argue, but it sounds too serious. If there are some observers, then..." he looked at my eyes.
"Then vampires know about this site?" I finished the thought.
Dexter nodded.
"It looks like this..."
"Strange..." I said. "Do you think people believe in what is written here?"
Dexter smiled.
"People are more inclined to believe in green aliens from the Moon than in vampires or elves."
I laughed.
"Do you believe?"
"Somehow, yes..." Dexter looked at me. "After all, you're also real..." He touched my hand.
"Definitely not artificial..." I chuckled.
Dexter laughed together with me.
"Hence, the vampires are also... not artificial..." He said.
"Have you heard about the club "Transylvania"?"
"No..."
"Then read here..." I showed the advertisement to Dexter.
"Hmm... It sounds pretty good... I wonder where's it?" Dexter quickly found the address of the club. "Oh, it's in Forgotten Hollow! It's small town in North... I've heard a lot about it. People say that the weird things are going there..."
"What do you mean?"
"Something like unexpected strange deaths, people disappear somewhere, paranormal activity..."
"Wow..." I was surprised.
"Yeah... I heard that this town was cursed by some witch in old times and her curse haunts everyone who lives in Forgotten Hollow."
'And someone opened the night club in such town?" I grinned. "Very funny!"
"Well... I would like to visit that club, I like weird places. Would you join me, soul twin?" Dexter winked at me.
"Maybe..." I answered playfully, my voice sounded almost flirty.
"OK... Then we'll do that..." Dexter smiled widely. "I like the adventures..."
I nodded at him. I liked them too and it sounded thrilling as we're gonna to have the adventures together.
Then we went upstairs on the roof and there we started to mix cocktails becoming totally flirty and frisky.
"No..."
"Then read here..." I showed the advertisement to Dexter.
"Hmm... It sounds pretty good... I wonder where's it?" Dexter quickly found the address of the club. "Oh, it's in Forgotten Hollow! It's small town in North... I've heard a lot about it. People say that the weird things are going there..."
"What do you mean?"
"Something like unexpected strange deaths, people disappear somewhere, paranormal activity..."
"Wow..." I was surprised.
"Yeah... I heard that this town was cursed by some witch in old times and her curse haunts everyone who lives in Forgotten Hollow."
'And someone opened the night club in such town?" I grinned. "Very funny!"
"Well... I would like to visit that club, I like weird places. Would you join me, soul twin?" Dexter winked at me.
"Maybe..." I answered playfully, my voice sounded almost flirty.
"OK... Then we'll do that..." Dexter smiled widely. "I like the adventures..."
I nodded at him. I liked them too and it sounded thrilling as we're gonna to have the adventures together.
Then we went upstairs on the roof and there we started to mix cocktails becoming totally flirty and frisky.
All started like a game... We laughed and teased each other until we started to stare at each other and our attraction took over us. We couldn't take our hands away from each other. Dexter pushed me in the hot tub... It was wild. I'm afraid that everyone who was walking on the street heard me... But I didn't care and even didn't think of it. I and Dexter were like one huge fire, we were flaming... in literally meaning of this word. And then I fainted for short I think. The energy we created together was too strong for me to withstand.
I had to be happy after that what happened between us, but I wasn't. I felt that I can't call Dexter my lover. He wasn't as he was much more than my lover. I felt that I had to cherish him, if we'll continue to do that... I'll lose Dexter. We'll simply burn ourselves...
Suddenly I felt upset and mad at myself. Why I couldn't say. Maybe because I can't resist Dexter? Or maybe because I no longer understand what I do? I growled and almost stomped in anger.
I had to be happy after that what happened between us, but I wasn't. I felt that I can't call Dexter my lover. He wasn't as he was much more than my lover. I felt that I had to cherish him, if we'll continue to do that... I'll lose Dexter. We'll simply burn ourselves...
Suddenly I felt upset and mad at myself. Why I couldn't say. Maybe because I can't resist Dexter? Or maybe because I no longer understand what I do? I growled and almost stomped in anger.
So much confusion was in my life and now I've made much more chaos myself not knowing what I want... "It's time to cool down," I thought. This "love triangle" made me very tensed and stressed me out.
When I returned to bedroom I found an empty bed.
"Mmm... Yes..." I muttered.
He left even not saying me Goodbye... But what more could I expect knowing that Dexter feels me? Then I noticed a note on the table.
"We can cool down if you only want that. But I think the point is that you have to decide. When you'll want to talk, call me. Dex"
I sighed and looked one more time at the note. Yes, it's well said, but it's easier to say than to do. However... It was necessary to do something.
"Mmm... Yes..." I muttered.
He left even not saying me Goodbye... But what more could I expect knowing that Dexter feels me? Then I noticed a note on the table.
"We can cool down if you only want that. But I think the point is that you have to decide. When you'll want to talk, call me. Dex"
I sighed and looked one more time at the note. Yes, it's well said, but it's easier to say than to do. However... It was necessary to do something.