I couldn't stop to think of that evening we spent in "Transylvania" club. All seemed so mysterious and chaotic. So if it weren't vampires, then who erased Joshua's memory? Even tortured him... Why? Did they that... for me? This thought scared me even more. I didn't want Joshua to suffer... But how can I protect him? If even he lied me again I wanted to defend him... Liar... What he lied to me? If he couldn't remember me then there were no reason to lie to me.... Honestly, I didn't understand anything. Joshua acted as always. He was unpredictable and I was just his roommate as he said to Lilliana himself. However, I've noticed how he spends the hours chatting with someone online.
Sure, I couldn't forbid him to have friends, but somehow I felt that here is something else. Especially when Joshua didn't hang out with anyone lately... Or I just didn't know about it.
One morning I found Joshua standing with phone in his hand and texting a message to someone.
"All is fine?" I asked.
"Yes... I've just texted a message to my mother..." His voice sounded somehow doubtful as if he was thinking what to tell me.
One morning I found Joshua standing with phone in his hand and texting a message to someone.
"All is fine?" I asked.
"Yes... I've just texted a message to my mother..." His voice sounded somehow doubtful as if he was thinking what to tell me.
I didn't believe in Joshua's words. I just had that weird feeling called intuition that Lilliana was really right... I knew I will hate myself for what I'll do now but I just wanted to know the truth. I assured myself that I have a such right.
I merged to Joshua and got into his head.
I merged to Joshua and got into his head.
And there I found the truth...
"What?" Joshua asked.
I couldn't answer him initially. I felt... If even I knew that he lost his memory I still felt as if someone would be slapped my face with a rag. It hurt me.
"Why, Joshua?" I asked.
"What why?"
I couldn't answer him initially. I felt... If even I knew that he lost his memory I still felt as if someone would be slapped my face with a rag. It hurt me.
"Why, Joshua?" I asked.
"What why?"
"You lied to me, Josh... Why?" I asked him again.
Joshua's eyes became big like the plums. I saw that my question frightened him and he couldn't find the right words to answer me.
Joshua's eyes became big like the plums. I saw that my question frightened him and he couldn't find the right words to answer me.
"I don't know what you mean..." He mumbled.
"You're dating Avani...Why are you still lying to me, baby?"
"I... She's a nice girl! And why can't I just... There's nothing wrong!"
"Yes... Really..." I nodded muttering and went away. "You are my boyfriend, Josh!" I exclaimed turning to him.
Joshua stared at me with his big like two plums eyes and tried to understand what he did wrong. I sighed and closed the bathroom's door staying him alone.
So there I have learned one more lesson. Never want to know too much.
"Yes... Really..." I nodded muttering and went away. "You are my boyfriend, Josh!" I exclaimed turning to him.
Joshua stared at me with his big like two plums eyes and tried to understand what he did wrong. I sighed and closed the bathroom's door staying him alone.
So there I have learned one more lesson. Never want to know too much.