I hid and cried like a kid. I felt so disappointed, so upset, so hurt, so angry... I asked and asked myself why it had to happen? I was happy and I really believed that our relationship changed to higher level, but unfortunately... It seems that man in night club was right saying that Joshua jumps from one to another, although I still didn't want to believe in that. And all this story with Avani ... That moment I thought such would never happen with Archer. He was gloomy, serious and totally not romantic, but he was genuine. Suddenly I felt so lonely... I didn't want to be alone and go crazy of my heartache, so I decided to call Dexter. He's my only friend and I really needed someone's company.
"Hi, Dexter..."
"Hi, Lucien! So great to hear your voice!" He was full of energy as always.
"Yeah... I'm happy to hear yours..."
"Are you sure?" Dexter was joking. " Your voice's like dead..."
"Well... You are right..." I nodded if even I knew Dexter can't see me. "I'm... dead."
"I can feel it..."
"So... Would you like to go with me somewhere? I need your company tonight, Dexter..."
"Of course, mate! What do you think about few drinks in that bar what is near your house?"
"That sounds great," I nodded again. "When?"
"I'll be after twenty minutes".
"Hi, Dexter..."
"Hi, Lucien! So great to hear your voice!" He was full of energy as always.
"Yeah... I'm happy to hear yours..."
"Are you sure?" Dexter was joking. " Your voice's like dead..."
"Well... You are right..." I nodded if even I knew Dexter can't see me. "I'm... dead."
"I can feel it..."
"So... Would you like to go with me somewhere? I need your company tonight, Dexter..."
"Of course, mate! What do you think about few drinks in that bar what is near your house?"
"That sounds great," I nodded again. "When?"
"I'll be after twenty minutes".
"Lucien! How nice to see you!" Dexter greeted me with a wide smile on his face.
"Me too..." I smiled sadly.
Dexter chuckled lucking at my eyes stretched his arms out. We hugged each other tightly.
Dexter chuckled lucking at my eyes stretched his arms out. We hugged each other tightly.
"Now tell me what has happened, man? Why are so... totally depressed?" Dexter looked at me worried.
I gave a deep sigh.
"I and Joshua... He had a girlfriend and left her. She's pregnant... And today she came for Josh...They turned our home to drama TV series..." I rolled my eyes.
"I and Joshua... He had a girlfriend and left her. She's pregnant... And today she came for Josh...They turned our home to drama TV series..." I rolled my eyes.
"Oh, my holly cow..." Dexter shook his head. "And you didn't know about it?"
"No... Joshua never told me."
"Well he had to tell you...At least about his girlfriend."
"Yeah... But..." I shrugged crossing my arms and felt how a wave of anger floods me again."I just can't believe in that!"
"No... Joshua never told me."
"Well he had to tell you...At least about his girlfriend."
"Yeah... But..." I shrugged crossing my arms and felt how a wave of anger floods me again."I just can't believe in that!"
"Yeah... Shit happens..." He sighed. "I'm really sorry, mate... Did you break up?" Dexter asked looking at my eyes.
"I don't know... I think it would be better if I and Josh will live separate for some time. I'm feeling totally confused and desperate..." I gave a sigh.
Suddenly Dexter frowned.
"What?" I asked.
"You... You're glowing... Like a blue laser stick"...
"What?!"
"I'm serious, Lucien!"
"I..." I was speechless.
I knew what Dexter means. I was scared, worried and I didn't know what to say Dexter. He caught me and couldn't run away and hide from him.
"Are you... Alien?"
"What?" I asked.
"You... You're glowing... Like a blue laser stick"...
"What?!"
"I'm serious, Lucien!"
"I..." I was speechless.
I knew what Dexter means. I was scared, worried and I didn't know what to say Dexter. He caught me and couldn't run away and hide from him.
"Are you... Alien?"
"Why... Do you think so, Dexter?" I swallowed. His question scared me even more.
"Because I know about them... My father was astronaut and he participated in a secret scientific project that was organized by the government..." He looked straight at my eyes. It seemed, Dexter was serious.
I lowered my head down not knowing what to do. Should I tell him the truth? "If he knows about other civilizations in Universe it's not even worth to lie.." I thought.
"You are first person I mentioned my father... After ten years..."
I looked at Dexter.
"Why?" I asked silently.
Dexter looked around if there no one who could hear our conversation and then said me:
"The government has forbidden my family to talk about the father. He was accused of betrayal and removed... If you understand what I mean..."
I understood. I knew very well what means this word "removed". I'll never forget it I guess...
"I'm sorry, Dexter..." I reached for his arm and patted it.
"It's OK... Life goes on..." Dexter smiled.
We stood looking at each other in the silence. Suddenly I felt that weird feeling again what I've already experienced in "Discotheque Pan Europa" club. I felt like I know Dexter for ages, maybe a hundred or even thousand years if not longer. We only didn't see each other long time. And now we have met... I and Dexter have much more in common than I thought. Our fates were similar in some meaning. If even I didn't ask Dexter to tell the details I simply felt it. He lost his father and was forbidden to talk about him and his death, I lost my family and my throne and was forced to use the disguise and a fake name... We're very close. We were like one. That's what I felt looking at Dexter. Is it deja vu?
"So... You know my secret..." finally Dexter said.
"Thanks for trusting me... I appreciate it..." I said looking with sympathy and sadness at him.
"I know that I can trust you..." Dexter smiled. "So... Where are you from, Lucien?"
I swallowed looking at his eyes. If he trusted me I couldn't lie to him, no matter how was scary to tell the truth.
"I am from Sixam..."
"Sixam... My father visited this planet very often..."
"How do you know?"
"I found my father's old notes after his death... I still keep them..."
"So... You know about my planet..."
Dexter nodded and smiled at me.
"How did you get here, Lucien?"
"Accidentally. In fact... I had to be dead long time ago..."
"Because I know about them... My father was astronaut and he participated in a secret scientific project that was organized by the government..." He looked straight at my eyes. It seemed, Dexter was serious.
I lowered my head down not knowing what to do. Should I tell him the truth? "If he knows about other civilizations in Universe it's not even worth to lie.." I thought.
"You are first person I mentioned my father... After ten years..."
I looked at Dexter.
"Why?" I asked silently.
Dexter looked around if there no one who could hear our conversation and then said me:
"The government has forbidden my family to talk about the father. He was accused of betrayal and removed... If you understand what I mean..."
I understood. I knew very well what means this word "removed". I'll never forget it I guess...
"I'm sorry, Dexter..." I reached for his arm and patted it.
"It's OK... Life goes on..." Dexter smiled.
We stood looking at each other in the silence. Suddenly I felt that weird feeling again what I've already experienced in "Discotheque Pan Europa" club. I felt like I know Dexter for ages, maybe a hundred or even thousand years if not longer. We only didn't see each other long time. And now we have met... I and Dexter have much more in common than I thought. Our fates were similar in some meaning. If even I didn't ask Dexter to tell the details I simply felt it. He lost his father and was forbidden to talk about him and his death, I lost my family and my throne and was forced to use the disguise and a fake name... We're very close. We were like one. That's what I felt looking at Dexter. Is it deja vu?
"So... You know my secret..." finally Dexter said.
"Thanks for trusting me... I appreciate it..." I said looking with sympathy and sadness at him.
"I know that I can trust you..." Dexter smiled. "So... Where are you from, Lucien?"
I swallowed looking at his eyes. If he trusted me I couldn't lie to him, no matter how was scary to tell the truth.
"I am from Sixam..."
"Sixam... My father visited this planet very often..."
"How do you know?"
"I found my father's old notes after his death... I still keep them..."
"So... You know about my planet..."
Dexter nodded and smiled at me.
"How did you get here, Lucien?"
"Accidentally. In fact... I had to be dead long time ago..."
"Wow! You are really special, man! If you had to be dead... I can only imagine what you had to withstand..." Dexter said putting his hand on his chest. He was honest.
"Yeah..." I nodded feeling how dark memories penetrate my mind.
"Yeah..." I nodded feeling how dark memories penetrate my mind.
Suddenly Dexter's face brightened and his green eyes started sparkle, a happy wide smile appeared on his face. Watching him I also started to smile.
"What? Why did you rejoice so, Dexter?" I asked looking at him.
"Why?" He raised his blue eyebrow. " Just because I was lucky to meet you, Lucien! You... You are just... so special and so different... And I know why..."
"And why? Just because I am... not from this planet?" I grinned.
"Yeah, it makes you special, too..." Dexter nodded. "But I mean not this... I feel... That I have met my soul twin or something like this...Like I always knew you... I don't know how to explain it!" He chuckled.
"Oh, thanks! It sounds like a compliment!" I also laughed and it was first time when I forgot what just happened at home.
"What? Why did you rejoice so, Dexter?" I asked looking at him.
"Why?" He raised his blue eyebrow. " Just because I was lucky to meet you, Lucien! You... You are just... so special and so different... And I know why..."
"And why? Just because I am... not from this planet?" I grinned.
"Yeah, it makes you special, too..." Dexter nodded. "But I mean not this... I feel... That I have met my soul twin or something like this...Like I always knew you... I don't know how to explain it!" He chuckled.
"Oh, thanks! It sounds like a compliment!" I also laughed and it was first time when I forgot what just happened at home.
Yeah, Dexter's able even for short to make you forget all bad things.
Soul twins... I have never heard about it before, but I liked how it sounded. And it was most logical explanation for my mind.
"Then... If we are soul twins... We should unite", I smiled looking at Dexter.
"How?"
"I'll show you", I said.
"OK..."
I closed my eyes, concentrated my energy and connected it with Dexter's energy. I opened him my heart and mind, because I just wanted to be honest with him and this wish was very natural. So... If I lost boyfriend I've got soul twin.
Soul twins... I have never heard about it before, but I liked how it sounded. And it was most logical explanation for my mind.
"Then... If we are soul twins... We should unite", I smiled looking at Dexter.
"How?"
"I'll show you", I said.
"OK..."
I closed my eyes, concentrated my energy and connected it with Dexter's energy. I opened him my heart and mind, because I just wanted to be honest with him and this wish was very natural. So... If I lost boyfriend I've got soul twin.
After our energy merger we stood and looked at each other smiling.
"I think we have to celebrate it," Dexter said me.
"Yeah," I agreed. "Let's go to bar..."
"I think we have to celebrate it," Dexter said me.
"Yeah," I agreed. "Let's go to bar..."