The Bluffs is a very beautiful island. I should say "beautiful" even ain't that word what could describe how this island really looks like. Its beauty is just breathtaking. It was a first time when I and Dexter visited this island what belonged to Windenburg city.
"You know well Windenburg..." I said lighting the bonfire up.
"Yes... It's a city of my dreams... Sometimes we, alternative people, have parties here, in The Bluffs island," Dexter said watching me.
"You know well Windenburg..." I said lighting the bonfire up.
"Yes... It's a city of my dreams... Sometimes we, alternative people, have parties here, in The Bluffs island," Dexter said watching me.
"I'd like to visit a party here, in Bluffs island..." I said. "Do DJs also play electronic music here?"
"Yes... All genres from classic techno to electro-industrial... And not only this!" Dexter streched his hands out to the dancing flame. "I'll necessary invite you to the party here..."
"That would be cool, Dexter..." I nodded looking at the flame.
We became silent for short. We just stood and enjoyed the night together. I felt very calm although the sadness still was in me.
"Yes... All genres from classic techno to electro-industrial... And not only this!" Dexter streched his hands out to the dancing flame. "I'll necessary invite you to the party here..."
"That would be cool, Dexter..." I nodded looking at the flame.
We became silent for short. We just stood and enjoyed the night together. I felt very calm although the sadness still was in me.
"Are you OK?" suddenly Dexter asked me.
I looked at him.
"Yes... I think so... Why did you ask?"
"Because... I sort of feel you", Dexter smiled.
"Really?" I asked.
"Yes... You are sad..."
I looked at him.
"Yes... I think so... Why did you ask?"
"Because... I sort of feel you", Dexter smiled.
"Really?" I asked.
"Yes... You are sad..."
I felt embarrassed a bit. It turns out, not only I can read other thoughts... And he's the first person who could feel me. I needed to get used to that fact. I turned to the flame to warm myself. It's almost the morning, so it was chilly.
"Don't be sad, my soul twin..." Dexter came closer and stood next to me. "All will be fine, because I'm with you..." He smiled and wrapped his arm around my back.
I smiled at him back and did the same.
"You are great person, Dexter, and great friend, too," I said.
I smiled at him back and did the same.
"You are great person, Dexter, and great friend, too," I said.
Dexter smiled looking at my eyes.
"We are just who we are, Lucien..." He said. "That's why we feel so good being together..."
I nodded silently.
"Just look... Soon the sun will appear..." Dexter pointed to the breaking sky.
I smiled at Dexter and we became silent again. If even we were silent I didn't feel alone. It seemed like I and Dexter could speak without the words.
The bonfire was almost extinguished, but it wasn't cold to me. Maybe because of the effect of alcohol or just because I and Dexter stood holding each other.
"We are just who we are, Lucien..." He said. "That's why we feel so good being together..."
I nodded silently.
"Just look... Soon the sun will appear..." Dexter pointed to the breaking sky.
I smiled at Dexter and we became silent again. If even we were silent I didn't feel alone. It seemed like I and Dexter could speak without the words.
The bonfire was almost extinguished, but it wasn't cold to me. Maybe because of the effect of alcohol or just because I and Dexter stood holding each other.
"So many things happened during 24 hours..." I thought. It was equal to the half life. Suddenly I got so much emotions that I just couldn't stand them. I turned to Dexter and hugged him tightly.
"Thank for this wonderful night..." I said silently. "If not you... I don't know..."
"Come on... I'm always here for you..." Dexter chuckled. "I'm your soul twin, right?"
"Thank for this wonderful night..." I said silently. "If not you... I don't know..."
"Come on... I'm always here for you..." Dexter chuckled. "I'm your soul twin, right?"
"Yes... We have a very special bond..." I said clinging even more against him. Dexter couldn't imagine how I was thankful to him for everything.
"I'd never change this bond to anything, no matter what someone would suggest me.."
"Me too..."
I needed this embrace so much. It comforted me and it felt so special. Our embrace took too long, but I didn't mind. I didn't mind if even I felt how Dexter's hands caress slowly my back.
"I'd never change this bond to anything, no matter what someone would suggest me.."
"Me too..."
I needed this embrace so much. It comforted me and it felt so special. Our embrace took too long, but I didn't mind. I didn't mind if even I felt how Dexter's hands caress slowly my back.
Suddenly I felt Dexter's lips brushing against my lips. The touch of his lips as if woke me up from the deep sleep. I quickly pulled away. It scared me somehow and I really didn't expect it.
"Sorry... I can't, Dexter..." I said staring at Dexter.
I really wasn't able to kiss Dexter. I thought about Joshua. He was still in my heart and the one night with Dexter couldn't change my feelings if even we're soul twins.
"Sorry... I can't, Dexter..." I said staring at Dexter.
I really wasn't able to kiss Dexter. I thought about Joshua. He was still in my heart and the one night with Dexter couldn't change my feelings if even we're soul twins.
Dexter's face fell down. He was bummed and I felt really bad for it. It was a first time when I thought what's going between us and realized that it's not only bond... We had a very strong attraction. But it was different that the one I had with Joshua. I have to admit it scared me even more than the fact that Dexter wanted to kiss me. I had a feeling it will be very hard to resist this attraction.
"Shit..." Dexter mumbled turning his face away. "I'm sorry... I didn't want to hurt you..."
"You didn't hurt me..." I said feeling awkward. "I am just... I'm just confused... I... I need a time..."
"I know..." Dexter sighed. "It's just me the one who is stupid... Forgive me, please... I really like you and thought that you want to get this kiss..." He looked down.
"All is fine... It's just...Our bond... It affects us..." I said.
Dexter looked at me and smiled.
"It's not only bond, Lucien.. As I told you... I'm always here for you. No matter what will happen..."
We looked at each other into the eyes and felt as if it had already happened. Deja vu. Again. Already third time. I stared at Dexter like mesmerized, his face looked so mysterious and mystical...
"You didn't hurt me..." I said feeling awkward. "I am just... I'm just confused... I... I need a time..."
"I know..." Dexter sighed. "It's just me the one who is stupid... Forgive me, please... I really like you and thought that you want to get this kiss..." He looked down.
"All is fine... It's just...Our bond... It affects us..." I said.
Dexter looked at me and smiled.
"It's not only bond, Lucien.. As I told you... I'm always here for you. No matter what will happen..."
We looked at each other into the eyes and felt as if it had already happened. Deja vu. Again. Already third time. I stared at Dexter like mesmerized, his face looked so mysterious and mystical...
I shook my head as if I wanted to wake up. But it wasn't a dream. It was just a weird morning...
Suddenly I felt how the sadness returns and it was even stronger than before. I had to go home and face Joshua. I so didn't want that... The night I and Dexter spent together was... I felt like in another reality. I wished I could stay in that night forever. If even I was scared of my own feelings and our unsearchable bond and felt very confused.
"I'm feeling tired..." I said Dexter. "Let's go to catch some taxi."
"Sure..." Dexter nodded and dialed the number on his phone.
He tried keep a smile on his face, but I knew that he's upset and I felt guilty. He felt rejected. But I didn't. How I could? He was so special friend I have never had... But I knew it's how Dexter felt and it was self-evident. Probably I'd feel the same.
"Welcome back to reality!" I said to myself looking at the rising sun. "You are such cunt, Nexir.."