L. Dexter: "I will not rest until everything will be clarified."
I am happy person. Well, I should say the happiest person in the whole world. After my father's death I and my mother lived in fear and deep sorrow. The government didn't take their eyes off us for a long time. I was pursued in the college, in the university, even when I went to dates and parties I always had "a tail". So to speak, we couldn't even shit in the bushes without the eyes watching us. But the most bizarre thing is that they didn't even contradict my political studies at the university. On the contrary - they even congratulated me when I graduated from studies and gladly accepted into their ranks. They think I'm afraid of them, because now I'll be even more visible to them, but they are very wrong... One day I'll find out the truth and then they will pay very dearly for my father's death. I know he shouldn't have died. It was a well thought out conspiracy. My father knew too much. I am convinced of this. So that's just a matter of time. Everything goes according to my plan. Yes, in literally meaning of this word. When I met Lucien, things got even better. He is special. Not because he's from Sixam, just... He's different than others I've met before. Lucien allowed me to understand what I really am a romantic guy and how horrible I am jealous. But maybe I've never loved anyone before? Yes, there were the girls and boys in my life, but all these relationships didn't last long. I don't know why. Perhaps I just looked too strange to them. After all, everyone was telling me that I'm alien. Sometimes I laughed at it, and sometimes these words offended me. I am just me and like everyone, I wanted to have someone to love me and understand me for what I am. I thought that I never meet such person, but, it turns out, I was wrong. I met my twin soul. That night we spent on the Bluff Island is probably one of the brightest and most beautiful nights in my life.
Even knowing that he will not leave Joshua solely on the fact that we share a special bond, I still believed that we will be together. True, later my faith was shaken. Lucien is extremely loyal and devoted to those he loves. Now I know that I am really very lucky. Although... I always think about what will happen when Joshua recovers his memory? True, this is very questionable. That morning, when I stayed with Lucien for the first time after our reconciliation, I met Joshua. He entered the bathroom at the time when I had just washed and was going to work.
"Hello ... Are you living here? Why didn't I see you before?" He asked me.
"No. I don't live here... But my.... Well... Lucien lives here..." I answered.
"Oh, yes..." Joshua nodded and smiled.
"Hello ... Are you living here? Why didn't I see you before?" He asked me.
"No. I don't live here... But my.... Well... Lucien lives here..." I answered.
"Oh, yes..." Joshua nodded and smiled.
He thought about something. It seemed like he tries to remember something but he couldn't.
"All is fine, Joshua..." I smiled at him and patted his shoulder.
"All is fine, Joshua..." I smiled at him and patted his shoulder.
Then he started to talk something to himself... It was incoherent speech, without any logic. Maybe I had to rejoice and say Joshua "So, you got what you've deserved, cunt! Remember what you did to Jonathan!" But I couldn't do that. I felt sorry for him if even he hurt my friend. Joshua needed help. Someone really was very cruel to him. If not Lucien the poor guy would be in mental hospital now. So when I moved in Lucien's home I could watch him and help Lucien to take care of Joshua. Vampires say they have nothing to do with Joshua's amnesia. Perhaps. But it doesn't mean they said Lucien the truth. They could know much more than they said him.
So now I have two goals - to find out the truth about my father and to help Lucien to find out who erased Joshua's memory. And I will not rest until everything will be clarified.