I woke up alone. It was already about the noon... Can it be that I slept so long? Well... It seems I can. I've noticed that something is put on the night table. There on a small list was written:
Thanks for everything! You are special. I'll call you or will send a message. D.
Thanks for everything! You are special. I'll call you or will send a message. D.
"OK..." I thought feeling upset a bit. I didn't want to wake up alone. I simply don't like it, but I couldn't be so childish and think only about myself or what I like or dislike. "Dexter is busy, he will call as he promised..." I assured myself. I gave a sigh and already wanted to go to the bathroom when I saw Joshua. He looked confused. It seemed like he thought of something and didn't know what to do.
"Josh? Is all right?" I asked entering the hall.
He didn't want to talk to me. Joshua just turned and went away leaving me with lots of questions. Yes, it wasn't the best morning of my life. After such wonderful day and night I and Dexter spent together I stayed where I was before. Alone with my ex-boyfriend who was totally unstable in all meanings. Did he see me and Dexter sleeping together? Did this make him upset or did this help him remember me, us together? Did Dexter change his mind and decided to reject me leaving the polite message to me? All these questions drove me crazy and made me feel even more bad.
The breakfast seemed tasteless. I pushed my plate away and went to change. The work was the best way to get rid of my bad mood and bothering thoughts. However, even there I was unlucky.
It happens very rare when I meet angry and sulky clients.
"What the hell are you doing to my dog?!" A man yelled at me when I wanted to examine his dog's mouth.
"I'm examining the mouth, mister Basset, " I answered calmly. "Your dog is very sick and we want to cure it, aren't we?"
"Yes, please!"
It happens very rare when I meet angry and sulky clients.
"What the hell are you doing to my dog?!" A man yelled at me when I wanted to examine his dog's mouth.
"I'm examining the mouth, mister Basset, " I answered calmly. "Your dog is very sick and we want to cure it, aren't we?"
"Yes, please!"
Mister Basset even didn't thank me when his dog get a shot against the infection. But I was OK with that. The most important was to know that his pet will feel much better soon.
The day at clinic seemed very long. I still had a hope that Dexter will call me. He promised. But it was so hard to wait. I even got angry at myself that I act like some teen. I peeked at my phone almost every five minutes hoping to see a message from Dexter. It was already about six o'clock when I took my phone to check if there is something from Dexter, but unfortunately... I cursed and angrily threw my phone on the table. And then it rang. I grabbed my phone and almost jumped in joy when I saw that's a message from Dexter.
Hey, I am very hungry and I badly need to see you ;) What do you think about the dinner together? Call me when you'll be free. Missed you.
The day at clinic seemed very long. I still had a hope that Dexter will call me. He promised. But it was so hard to wait. I even got angry at myself that I act like some teen. I peeked at my phone almost every five minutes hoping to see a message from Dexter. It was already about six o'clock when I took my phone to check if there is something from Dexter, but unfortunately... I cursed and angrily threw my phone on the table. And then it rang. I grabbed my phone and almost jumped in joy when I saw that's a message from Dexter.
Hey, I am very hungry and I badly need to see you ;) What do you think about the dinner together? Call me when you'll be free. Missed you.
We had dinner in Italian bistro restaurant what was not far away from my home. Being with Dexter I felt calm again. It seemed all worries and silly annoying questions disappeared.
"You know I talked to Joshua this morning..." Suddenly Dexter said me.
"Really?" I said reading the message from my colleague.
"You know I talked to Joshua this morning..." Suddenly Dexter said me.
"Really?" I said reading the message from my colleague.
"Yes..." Dexter nodded. "I should hate him for what he did to Jonathan, but honestly I feel sorry for him..."
"Joshua told me everything... He regrets and I am sure he would like to ask Jonathan forgive him..." I looked at my soul twin's eyes.
"You defend him..." Dexter smiled softly. "But I don't think Joshua is bad person. He just did bad things... But I am not sure how Jonathan would react if he would meet Joshua..."
"Did you tell him about me and Joshua before?"
"No..." Dexter shook his head. "It's not my business, Lucien... You will tell him yourself if you'll want it, OK?"
"Thanks..." I smiled and gently squeezed his hand. Our fingers intertwined. "So... What did Joshua tell you?"
"As you said... He doesn't remember me. In fact, he talked odd things, I even couldn't understand what he means!" Dexter smiled. "And he should be thankful to you... If not you he'd be diagnosed with some mental illness and would be closed in psychiatric hospital."
"Yes.... You are right..." I sighed. "The farther, the more I think that someone really violated Joshua's psyche... Joshua is unstable."
"Yes... I know... But..." Dexter rose to his feet and came to me. "But let's talk about us, Lucien..." He took me by my hand and pulled to himself.
"Sure! What would you like to talk about?" I smiled.
"I thought about us... And about Joshua. I think... But I don't know how you will accept it..."
"What do you mean?" I asked feeling how the anxiety and fear to lose Dexter returns to me.
"Well... If we decided to be together... What do you think if you and Joshua will move in my place? Someone should help you to take care about Joshua... And being together we could find what really has happened."
"Does it mean... Does it mean that you want to live with me together?" I smirked.
"Yes, I think it should be cool... To be with you together... Every day and night..." Dexter smiled.
"Oh my..." I chuckled happily. "And does it mean that we are...?"
"We are everything... You are everything to me. My soul twin, my best friend, my boyfriend.... Everything."
"Joshua told me everything... He regrets and I am sure he would like to ask Jonathan forgive him..." I looked at my soul twin's eyes.
"You defend him..." Dexter smiled softly. "But I don't think Joshua is bad person. He just did bad things... But I am not sure how Jonathan would react if he would meet Joshua..."
"Did you tell him about me and Joshua before?"
"No..." Dexter shook his head. "It's not my business, Lucien... You will tell him yourself if you'll want it, OK?"
"Thanks..." I smiled and gently squeezed his hand. Our fingers intertwined. "So... What did Joshua tell you?"
"As you said... He doesn't remember me. In fact, he talked odd things, I even couldn't understand what he means!" Dexter smiled. "And he should be thankful to you... If not you he'd be diagnosed with some mental illness and would be closed in psychiatric hospital."
"Yes.... You are right..." I sighed. "The farther, the more I think that someone really violated Joshua's psyche... Joshua is unstable."
"Yes... I know... But..." Dexter rose to his feet and came to me. "But let's talk about us, Lucien..." He took me by my hand and pulled to himself.
"Sure! What would you like to talk about?" I smiled.
"I thought about us... And about Joshua. I think... But I don't know how you will accept it..."
"What do you mean?" I asked feeling how the anxiety and fear to lose Dexter returns to me.
"Well... If we decided to be together... What do you think if you and Joshua will move in my place? Someone should help you to take care about Joshua... And being together we could find what really has happened."
"Does it mean... Does it mean that you want to live with me together?" I smirked.
"Yes, I think it should be cool... To be with you together... Every day and night..." Dexter smiled.
"Oh my..." I chuckled happily. "And does it mean that we are...?"
"We are everything... You are everything to me. My soul twin, my best friend, my boyfriend.... Everything."
"Everything!" I laughed happily and kissed Dexter's cheek. "Now it's a time for the best selfie!"
Dexter chuckled and we took our picture. Dexter knew how to make silly faces and turn into funny personages. I loved him for what he was. He's wonderful.
Dexter chuckled and we took our picture. Dexter knew how to make silly faces and turn into funny personages. I loved him for what he was. He's wonderful.
"Hey, but we don't need to move in your place!" I said when stopped posing against the camera of my phone. "My house is really big and there is enough room for all of us!"
"Do you mean I should pack my stuff and move in your house?"
"Do you mean I should pack my stuff and move in your house?"
"Yes, you got it right..." I nodded smiling.
Dexter grinned.
"What do you think if we will do that right now and then we will go to celebrate it?"
"I think it's a great idea, but firstly we should to pay for our dinner if we don't want to be kicked out from this restaurant next time..." I winked at Dexter playfully.
"Yeah... I really don't want to lose my work, so you're right, babe..." Dexter chuckled and pulled out his wallet.
So the bad day turned into the wonderful evening. And who said that there're no miracles?
Dexter grinned.
"What do you think if we will do that right now and then we will go to celebrate it?"
"I think it's a great idea, but firstly we should to pay for our dinner if we don't want to be kicked out from this restaurant next time..." I winked at Dexter playfully.
"Yeah... I really don't want to lose my work, so you're right, babe..." Dexter chuckled and pulled out his wallet.
So the bad day turned into the wonderful evening. And who said that there're no miracles?