After work out I took Joshua home, took shower, dressed up and left home. After all what I heard from Joshua I even didn't want to look at him. Yes, before leaving he called me Diva, drama queen and somehow else, but I didn't listen to him. And it was only for his own sake, because honestly I still wanted to punch him. If even he had amnesia it didn't mean that he has the right to mock at me and offend me. I cared about him, I tried to give him all that he would feel happy and wanted to help him. And now... Why he said me such ugly things? I was faithful to him, I still had a hope that he will get himself back, but it seemed like Joshua even didn't care about it. The more I thought about it the more I felt hurt, so it was the best idea to call all Synthwavers to gather.
When I arrived to Windenburg it was still sunny evening. It was great to see Dexter again. If even our friendship was complicated.
"Hi," he smiled widely at me coming to me closer.
"Hi.." I said.
Our glances intertwined.
"You didn't look happy, Lucien..." Dexter said. "Something's wrong with Joshua again, right?"
"Yes..." I nodded.
"What now? Did he burn the house?" Dexter grinned.
"No..." I shook my head trying to smile. "Much worse, Dexter.."
Dexter looked at me questioning.
"He dates Avani again... And today he talked to me like to some whore... I even wanted to punch him." I sighed.
"Mmm... Yep..." Dexter rose his eyebrow. "But what you can expect from him, Lucien? He doesn't remember you and even doesn't understand what he does!"
"Well... You are right, but his amnesia doesn't give him the right to treat me like some stuff!"
"I agree! But he sees everything different than you or I, Lucien!"
When I arrived to Windenburg it was still sunny evening. It was great to see Dexter again. If even our friendship was complicated.
"Hi," he smiled widely at me coming to me closer.
"Hi.." I said.
Our glances intertwined.
"You didn't look happy, Lucien..." Dexter said. "Something's wrong with Joshua again, right?"
"Yes..." I nodded.
"What now? Did he burn the house?" Dexter grinned.
"No..." I shook my head trying to smile. "Much worse, Dexter.."
Dexter looked at me questioning.
"He dates Avani again... And today he talked to me like to some whore... I even wanted to punch him." I sighed.
"Mmm... Yep..." Dexter rose his eyebrow. "But what you can expect from him, Lucien? He doesn't remember you and even doesn't understand what he does!"
"Well... You are right, but his amnesia doesn't give him the right to treat me like some stuff!"
"I agree! But he sees everything different than you or I, Lucien!"
"Yes... I know..." I sighed again and looked down.
"Hey... It's just a phase, Lucien... If you will want you will get him back, I know that very well..." Dexter said me.
I lifted my eyes up at him.
"To get him back?" I asked myself. Well, I wanted to get him back to his own life, but... Suddenly I realized that I doubt if I wanted to get him back in my own life. Sure, I didn't say it loud.
"I hope it's just a phase..." I said Dexter. "Let's forget it though for short about it..."
"Yeah..." Dexter nodded. "I know it's hard to you, Lucien..."
"Honestly... I don't know what to do... If even not vampires did that, then who did that to him?" I looked at Dexter's green eyes.
"No idea, my twin..." He shrugged looking at my eyes back. "But you can't leave it..."
"I know... I will continue my search..."
"Yeah..." He nodded again.
"And will you help me?" I asked silently.
Dexter nodded.
"Always... You know that."
"Yes.... I need you, Dexter..."
"Just because you need my help to find everything out?" Dexter smiled.
He still doubted in me. But what could I expect? I didn't say him anything. I concentrated my energy.
"Hey... It's just a phase, Lucien... If you will want you will get him back, I know that very well..." Dexter said me.
I lifted my eyes up at him.
"To get him back?" I asked myself. Well, I wanted to get him back to his own life, but... Suddenly I realized that I doubt if I wanted to get him back in my own life. Sure, I didn't say it loud.
"I hope it's just a phase..." I said Dexter. "Let's forget it though for short about it..."
"Yeah..." Dexter nodded. "I know it's hard to you, Lucien..."
"Honestly... I don't know what to do... If even not vampires did that, then who did that to him?" I looked at Dexter's green eyes.
"No idea, my twin..." He shrugged looking at my eyes back. "But you can't leave it..."
"I know... I will continue my search..."
"Yeah..." He nodded again.
"And will you help me?" I asked silently.
Dexter nodded.
"Always... You know that."
"Yes.... I need you, Dexter..."
"Just because you need my help to find everything out?" Dexter smiled.
He still doubted in me. But what could I expect? I didn't say him anything. I concentrated my energy.
And I merged to Dexter. I wanted to show him that I really needed him. Not for Joshua. But for us both as we're soul twins.
"Is this true?" Dexter asked me. "Sorry for doubting in you, but... Knowing that you care more about Joshua than me..." He bit his own lip.
"Yes... But..." I wasn't sure what to answer him. I didn't want to explain again. It was silly.
"Anyway..." Dexter smiled. "I still... You know... Should I tell you that?" He looked at my eyes.
I smiled at him back.I wanted to hear that. I needed that so badly, so I nodded.
"I love you... You are my soul twin. The only."
I wanted to press his words to my heart, if even I rarely cared about the words and compliments. But this time was different. Dexter's words meant me a lot. I knew that he said me what he really thinks. And I appreciated it.
"Yes... But..." I wasn't sure what to answer him. I didn't want to explain again. It was silly.
"Anyway..." Dexter smiled. "I still... You know... Should I tell you that?" He looked at my eyes.
I smiled at him back.I wanted to hear that. I needed that so badly, so I nodded.
"I love you... You are my soul twin. The only."
I wanted to press his words to my heart, if even I rarely cared about the words and compliments. But this time was different. Dexter's words meant me a lot. I knew that he said me what he really thinks. And I appreciated it.
When we entered "The Narwhal Arms" I came to Dexter and kissed him to his cheek.
"Thank you..."
"Why for?" Dexter smiled.
"Just because you are..." I embraced him.
Dexter wrapped his arms around me. I heard how he gave a sigh.
"I will be always next to you... Like you will be always next to me..." He said. "The difference is just the one... You can't be with me."
"Dexter..."
"Why for?" Dexter smiled.
"Just because you are..." I embraced him.
Dexter wrapped his arms around me. I heard how he gave a sigh.
"I will be always next to you... Like you will be always next to me..." He said. "The difference is just the one... You can't be with me."
"Dexter..."
"Don't say anything..." He stepped away. "Words will make us even more confused..." He smiled.
Yeah, he was right. Sometimes it's the best to stay silent. And just have fun. So I talked to Jonathan, Lexie and Dexter about anything and nothing and just danced. And it really helped to forget I wanted to forget even for short.
Yeah, he was right. Sometimes it's the best to stay silent. And just have fun. So I talked to Jonathan, Lexie and Dexter about anything and nothing and just danced. And it really helped to forget I wanted to forget even for short.
It was a great evening. I even laughed and joked. I felt somehow calmed down and didn't think of Joshua.
"So... See you soon, my soul twin..." Dexter said me.
"Yeah... Of course..." I nodded. "Are you leaving?"
"Yep... I have to get up at 7:00 tomorrow, our theater has a rehearsal in early morning..."
"OK..."
Dexter hugged me tightly and left.
"Is here something I don't know yet?" Suddenly I heard Lexie's voice.
I turned.
"What do you mean?"
"Nothing..." She shook her head and chuckled.
"OK..." I smiled still looking at her questioning.
"Hmmm..." Lexie smiled widely. "What do you think about the starlight sky, swimming and The Bluff Island?"
"Mmmm... I think it's great..."
"Then let's go!" She grabbed me by hand and dragged outside.
"Wait! We have to call the taxi!" I laughed following her.
"The taxi is already here!" Lexie looked at me.
"OK..."
That girl always thought about everything in advance. But I can't say I didn't like it. Opposite. Her idea seemed me very attractive.
"So... See you soon, my soul twin..." Dexter said me.
"Yeah... Of course..." I nodded. "Are you leaving?"
"Yep... I have to get up at 7:00 tomorrow, our theater has a rehearsal in early morning..."
"OK..."
Dexter hugged me tightly and left.
"Is here something I don't know yet?" Suddenly I heard Lexie's voice.
I turned.
"What do you mean?"
"Nothing..." She shook her head and chuckled.
"OK..." I smiled still looking at her questioning.
"Hmmm..." Lexie smiled widely. "What do you think about the starlight sky, swimming and The Bluff Island?"
"Mmmm... I think it's great..."
"Then let's go!" She grabbed me by hand and dragged outside.
"Wait! We have to call the taxi!" I laughed following her.
"The taxi is already here!" Lexie looked at me.
"OK..."
That girl always thought about everything in advance. But I can't say I didn't like it. Opposite. Her idea seemed me very attractive.