I listened silently Dexter's voice when he ordered a breakfast for us. It sounded like the most beautiful music for my ears. He was cheerful and full of energy as always and I tried to keep our good mood, too. I needed that. I had to make me believe that all will be OK.
"So..." I started slowly when we already had our breakfast on the table. "I really thought a lot about everything, Dexter..."
"So..." I started slowly when we already had our breakfast on the table. "I really thought a lot about everything, Dexter..."
"And?" Dexter asked me with a wide smile on his face.
I sipped my drink slowly trying to sort my thoughts. I know if I will say something wrong I will ruin everything again. This time had to be different, so no wrong words, no stupidities... But how to do that? How to make Dexter believe that this time I REALLY know what I want?
I sipped my drink slowly trying to sort my thoughts. I know if I will say something wrong I will ruin everything again. This time had to be different, so no wrong words, no stupidities... But how to do that? How to make Dexter believe that this time I REALLY know what I want?
"Dexter..." I said putting my glass on the table. "I had to do that long time ago, I made a mistake rejecting you as I believed that we can't be together, our bond is meant for another purpose... And honestly, our attraction scared me to death. But I learned that I can't run away from you and you can't run away from me. We are meant to be together... And you are the only one human I want to have in my life. So I ask you from a bottom of my heart to forgive me for all I did wrong or said wrong... I can promise that my words ain't empty, I am able to keep my word."
"Lucien... Are you sure?" Dexter asked me staring at my eyes.
"Do you doubt me? You're still doubting..." I sighed feeling a bit disappointed. "Well... I can't blame you..."
"No, I don't doubt in you... I'm just worried... What will you do if Joshua will regain his memory?"
"I will stay with you!" I answered firmly.
"Really?"
"Really!"
Dexter sighed and shook his head.
I was overcome with a sense of bitterness.
"I'm honest with you and you still won't believe in me... OK. I'm deserved it..." I nodded. "But let me show you that I really so fucking love you, my soul twin..."
He didn't have time to answer as I quickly concentrated my energy and merged to Dexter. I showed him all my feelings and thoughts.
"Lucien... Are you sure?" Dexter asked me staring at my eyes.
"Do you doubt me? You're still doubting..." I sighed feeling a bit disappointed. "Well... I can't blame you..."
"No, I don't doubt in you... I'm just worried... What will you do if Joshua will regain his memory?"
"I will stay with you!" I answered firmly.
"Really?"
"Really!"
Dexter sighed and shook his head.
I was overcome with a sense of bitterness.
"I'm honest with you and you still won't believe in me... OK. I'm deserved it..." I nodded. "But let me show you that I really so fucking love you, my soul twin..."
He didn't have time to answer as I quickly concentrated my energy and merged to Dexter. I showed him all my feelings and thoughts.
It seemed as if it took the eternity.... I felt how all my body shakes as I lost too much energy, but I didn't care it. Dexter and I stared at each other for a while. Now we understood each other without words. We felt like one. We're the one soul and one body. We're both rose to our feet and rushed to each other arms.
"You are my best friend, my everything..." Dexter said silently. "Sorry for my doubts, Lucien!"
"It's not important anymore!" I chuckled happily. "You are my everything, too!"
"You are my best friend, my everything..." Dexter said silently. "Sorry for my doubts, Lucien!"
"It's not important anymore!" I chuckled happily. "You are my everything, too!"
"I love you, my soul twin, and it will never change..." I kissed Dexter's cheek.
Dexter slowly pulled away and looked at my eyes. A gaze of his green eyes was so enchanting... I shivered feeling how the passion awakens in me.
"Really?" Dexter asked me with a flirty note in his voice.
I nodded silently staring at him.
"I will remind you if you will change your mind..." Dexter came to me closer.
He stood so close that I could feel his breathing. I just wanted to pull him in my arms and kiss him to death.
"Really?" Dexter asked me with a flirty note in his voice.
I nodded silently staring at him.
"I will remind you if you will change your mind..." Dexter came to me closer.
He stood so close that I could feel his breathing. I just wanted to pull him in my arms and kiss him to death.
But Dexter read my thoughts faster than I took the action. He took me by my hand and dragged me to the restroom. I quickly shoot the door with my foot and we rushed into each other's arms again. We kissed each other deeply and hungrily, our bodies clung against each other. I wanted him so badly....
I even didn't feel how we entered the WC cabin and I pushed Dexter against the wall. We couldn't break the kiss, our hands wandered on each other's bodies desiring to tear off our clothes and just make love here and now.
Dexter turned me and pushed me against the wall.
"I love you more than my life... I understood that almost the same day when we've met first time." He said me. "So even don't dare to leave me again... I will not be able to withstand it, Lucien..."
I listened to his words carefully.
"I love you more than my life... I understood that almost the same day when we've met first time." He said me. "So even don't dare to leave me again... I will not be able to withstand it, Lucien..."
I listened to his words carefully.
"Better I'll die than I'll leave you... But now just love me..." I whispered closing my eyes.
My answer was sincere. I didn't want to be alone anymore. I didn't want to lose Dexter. He was my another half and he was here with me...
We were together. Finally.
We were together. Finally.