Lonely nights and work. Work and lonely nights. Sometimes crying Joshua in the mornings...
My life reminded the asylum. Honestly, sometimes I wished to be dead...
But I knew that I can't give up. And I will never do that. Especially when I knew the truth.
Dexter. No matter how many times he will reject me I will prove him that I know what I want and all what I need is he, my soul twin. So one morning I took my phone and called him. I didn't want to wait longer.
"Hi, Dexter..." I said feeling how I get nervous.
"Hi..."
"May we meet today?" I asked carefully.
Silence. He thought.
"Please, Dexter...."
"OK... When and where?"
"After one hour in the center not far the Old Clock Tower. I need to take shower..."
"OK... Then after one hour at the Old Clock Tower."
Dexter. No matter how many times he will reject me I will prove him that I know what I want and all what I need is he, my soul twin. So one morning I took my phone and called him. I didn't want to wait longer.
"Hi, Dexter..." I said feeling how I get nervous.
"Hi..."
"May we meet today?" I asked carefully.
Silence. He thought.
"Please, Dexter...."
"OK... When and where?"
"After one hour in the center not far the Old Clock Tower. I need to take shower..."
"OK... Then after one hour at the Old Clock Tower."
He came first. When I saw Dexter my hands started to tremble in the excitement and anxiety. Was I really ready to be rejected one more time? But no time to think, Dexter was already here.
"Hi... It's so great to see you, Dexter! Thanks for coming!"
"Hi! So what about did you want to talk to me?"
His face didn't look happy. My self-confidence started to melt.
"Hi... It's so great to see you, Dexter! Thanks for coming!"
"Hi! So what about did you want to talk to me?"
His face didn't look happy. My self-confidence started to melt.
"You know.... I didn't have breakfast yet..." I said him trying to look careless as much as it was possible. "We could go to some restaurant and then we will talk... What do you think?"
"Lucien..."
"You can't refuse my invitation, Dexter..." I said him with a serious voice.
"OK... And what then? The same old song, Lucien?"
"You can't refuse my invitation, Dexter..." I said him with a serious voice.
"OK... And what then? The same old song, Lucien?"
"I have to tell you something what is important for us both..."
"Lucien..." Dexter gave a deep sigh shaking his head.
"Lucien..." Dexter gave a deep sigh shaking his head.
"I'll not give up, Dexter. Never..." I said him with a firm voice. "If even you'll reject me again."
Dexter lucked at me for a while.
"You are stubborn, aren't you?" His green eyes started to smile.
"I was taught to fight..." I said calmly.
"OK, sir knight! Let's go to take care of your breakfast!" Dexter chuckled taking me by my hand and dragged me into the restaurant what was on other side of the street.
"Does it mean he just changed his mind or he only decided to play according my rules?" I thought entering the restaurant.
Whatever. I knew one that I will not give up. Never.
"You are stubborn, aren't you?" His green eyes started to smile.
"I was taught to fight..." I said calmly.
"OK, sir knight! Let's go to take care of your breakfast!" Dexter chuckled taking me by my hand and dragged me into the restaurant what was on other side of the street.
"Does it mean he just changed his mind or he only decided to play according my rules?" I thought entering the restaurant.
Whatever. I knew one that I will not give up. Never.